Tuesday, July 16, 2019

Those Oldies But Goodies…Out In The Be-Bop ‘50s Song Night- The Shirelles “Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow?"






A link to a YouTube film clip of The Shirelles performing the classic Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow?

Joshua Lawrence Breslin comment:

[Several years ago then site manager Allan Jackson (under the moniker Peter Paul Markin like he needed a cover name like he was on the run, as he had been in his youth for a while after making a  few wrong decisions about the virtues of being a stone-cold outlaw living as he once told me “you had to live on the outside to be honest”) in commemorating the 50th anniversary of, Christ I forget what it was, either this graduation from high school, or maybe what was then called junior high school and now almost universally middle school commissioned, and that is exactly the right word a series of sketches  about the music of our youths. About the role that we admitted the gathering clouds of rock and roll had on our already weary working- class heads.

Now since I am a little younger that the brethren who have written here  forever or if not forever like Bart Webber one would have thought that my line of march would have been somewhat different than those “present at the creation” like Zack James’ oldest brother Alex who actually saw and heard Big Joe Turner blast out Shake, Rattle and Roll on the television (although when Zack inquired Alex did not remember what show it was back in 1954). Had heard the first Elvis fits and starts on something called the Louisiana Hayride before he really started grinding his ass and making the young girl, hell their mothers too sweat. Had heard Warren Smith cannonball his Ruby to rock and roll heaven. Probably a little different too that guys like Allan, I won’t use his outlaw name since he may feel he needs to use it again if he doesn’t get steady work soon to pay off those three alimonies and paying for the graduate school programs of a brood of young adults who need to be kept off the streets until better times come.

You would however be wrong, and maybe that is why despite much pressure at the time from his remaining hometown North Adamsville corner boys Seth Garth and Jack Callahan he gave me the assignment (that rundown derelict hometown which produced more armed robbery aficionados than anywhere else in the country for a town that size and where they listened to WMEX the pirate radio station out of Boston run by an ex-junkie, seriously, named Artie Ginsberg, something like that who had been a Time Square hipster, really an upscale name for a junkie back in the 1940s and early 1950s and had frequented a lot of rhythm and blues clubs downtown in Soho or better right in the mix up around 125th Street in Harlem and to his dying day claimed rock and roll had been invented by guys like Smiley Davis and Eddy “The Can” Edwards). And here is where Allan was exactly right since my uncle “Slim” Deauville ran the great rock and roll radio show Rock Me, Mama out of WABD in Olde Saco up in Maine, or really off the coast of Maine since this was the Pine Tree state’s version Ginsberg’s pirate operation (you might remember my uncle’s name if you were from somewhere  in Gaspe in Quebec where the family hailed from back in the early par to the 20th century and his series of hits on covers of One Night Of Sin, Swish and Sway, Bingo Baby Rock and hopefully have forgotten that he was “anybody’s darling,”  my mother’s bitter term when the big payola scandals hit in the late 1950s). So I breathed rock and roll, breathed stuff that guys like Alex James breathed at the creation and that gangster-in-waiting Allan Jackson grabbed second hand a little latter.          
    
When new site manager Greg Green, well maybe not so new now since the coup that ousted Allan happened a couple years back wanted to do an encore presentation to recognize the 60th anniversary of what Allan had done for the forlorn 50th he tossed Allan to the wolves and got the “real deal” to do the new introductions to the revived series. Josh Breslin]     
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This is another tongue-in-cheek commentary, the back story if you like, in the occasional entries under this headline going back to the primordial youth time of the 1950s with its bags full of classic rock songs for the ages. Now many music and social critics have done yeomen’s service giving us the meaning of various folk songs, folk protest songs in particular, from around this period. You know they have essentially beaten us over the head with stuff like the meaning of Bob Dylan’s Blowin’ In The Wind as a clarion call for now aging baby-boomers back then and a warning (not heeded) that a new world was a-bornin’, or trying to be. Or better, The Times They Are A-Changin’ with plaintive plea for those in charge to get hip, or stand aside. (They did neither.) And we have been fighting about a forty- year rearguard action to this very day trying to live down those experiences and trying to get new generations to blow their own wind, change their own times, and sing their own plainsong in a similar way.

Like I said the critics have had a field day (and long and prosperous academic and journalistic careers as well) with that kind stuff, fluff stuff really. The hard stuff, the really hard stuff that fell below their collective radars, was the non-folk, non-protest, non-deep meaning (so they thought) stuff, the daily fare of popular radio back in the day. A song like today’s selection, Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow? A song that had every red-blooded American (and who knows maybe world teen) wondering their own wondering about the fate of the song’s narrator. About what happened that night (and the next morning) that caused her to pose the question in that particular way. Yes, that is the hard stuff of social commentary, the stuff of popular dreams, and the stuff that is being tackled head on in this series- Those Oldies But Goodies…Out In The Be-Bop ‘50s Song Night. Read on.

Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow? Lyrics

Artist: Carole King

Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow
Tonight you're mine completely,
You give your love so sweetly,
Tonight the light of love is in your eyes,
But will you love me tomorrow?

Is this a lasting treasure,
Or just a moment's pleasure,
Can I believe the magic of your sighs,
Will you still love me tomorrow?

Tonight with words unspoken,
You said that I'm the only one,
But will my heart be broken,
When the night (When the night)
Meets the morning sun.

I'd like to know that your love,
Is love I can be sure of,
So tell me now and I won't ask again,
Will you still love me tomorrow?
Will you still love me tomorrow?
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Christ, finally a teen-oriented set of lyrics that you can sink your teeth into. A teen angst, teen alienation, and teen love question that was uppermost in all our minds, one way or the other, sex. Yah, I don’t know about you but I was getting kind of tired, and Billie, William James Bradley, my old schoolboy friend, elementary schoolboy friend from the Olde Saco projects days (that was public housing up in Olde Saco, Maine) was fed up was too, of these outlandish side issue things being asked in the teen-oriented lyrics of the day. Like the whereabouts of Eddie, his intentions, his financial condition, his ability to write and so on in The Teen Queens’ Eddie My Love. Betty, or whatever your name is, you made a mistake, you gave into Eddie with his big, fast two-toned Chevy down at the beach that summer night way to fast and now you are in trouble, he is long gone John, and you had better forget about him ever coming back, ever writing, or ever being within one hundred miles of your town any time soon. Sorry, but move on with your life.  On this one Billie and I are in full agreement.      

Or how about this one. The dumb cluck bimbo, as old Billie called her, in Mark Dinning’s Teen Angel who didn’t have enough sense to know that Mr. Right, Mr. High School Right, had given her some cheapjack class ring (which, moreover, had made the rounds on the fingers of a couple of other girls shortly before, when she went running back to the car, a car stuck, by the way, on some lonesome railroad track, with the train bearing down as far as we know in the story looking for the gimcrack. Needless to say said bimbo did not make it. Or how about the forlorn lover, almost like in some Greek mythical tragedy, in Jody Reynolds’ Endless Sleep who after some spat (probably drive-in movie or bowling and she wanted bowling) decided that life was not worth living and went down to the sea, our homeland the sea, and was ready to desecrate that space by ending it all and then giving a siren call to her lover boy to join her. A joint suicide pact. Even Billie, uncharacteristically sympathetic as he was to her plight, had to balk at that one.

No today we are in pure teen angst territory, straight up with no goofing around, and rightly so. Back in those days (and apparently today too from the headlines) what we did not know, most of us anyway, about sex, about the “birds and the bees,” about babies and where they came from, and how to protect against having them in unwanted situation, would have filled volumes. Still, we were crazy, most of us anyway, to know more about sex, and do something about it. Whatever that something was. Come on now, it was natural, natural as hell to think about it, to want to do it, and if the stars were aligned right to “do it.” Of course as the lyrics here indicate there was a price to be paid. See kids, meaning about anyone from thirteen to eighteen (maybe older even) were NOT supposed to “do it,” “do the do” I mean, and I guess if you listened to parents, teachers or preachers, not even to think about it. But here is the dilemma in this story. Teens did it, and were anxious about that fact, for lots of reasons.

Obviously the most pressing question in 1960, the time of this song and the time just before the news of “the pill” got out (what “the pill” was you know, or should know, so I won’t go on about that) was getting pregnant, girls getting pregnant. So the disinformation, no information, no talk to your parents about it because they are afraid to talk it about information, getting what you know on the streets information, really disinformation all over, was part of it. But, and I think this is what the lyrics really speak to, it was as much about reputation, a girl’s reputation, about a girl’s good name, and about whether a girl was “easy.” See guys could be stud-of-the-week and, maybe mother, his mother, wouldn’t like it but everybody under eighteen saw you as cool. But gals were either virgins, known far and wide as such and don’t even bother messing with them, or willing but not wanting to be seen as “easy” held themselves back. And, while I do not know about other neighborhoods although I suspect the same was true, our mainly Irish and French-Canadian Roman Catholic mill worker working-class neighborhood, made a very big issue out of the two, at least parents and gossip held forth that way.

Still when you, girl you here, went out on a date, a serious date, maybe to a dance, maybe to some party, maybe just down to the seashore and everything is all right to “pet,” or whatever, this question, this teen question of questions, always came up when the lights went down low. How many "no's" are there in the universe? And then some night some rainy night maybe, or maybe after that last dance and you held each other close, or maybe, you have a shot of booze, or, I don’t know, maybe you just felt like it because it was a warm spring evening and you were young, and life was just fine that day, or maybe your guy asked you to go steady, or some solid, teen solid thing like that, you said, “let’s see what it is all about.”

And your guy, your ever-loving’ guy, your ever-loving’ horny guy was more than willing to take you for the ride. But then, in the afterglow, you had your doubts, especially in the wee morning hours when you knew you were going to get hell for being out so late. And maybe that cold break of day got you to thinking about what the girls in the "lav" Monday morning before school would say, or what your guy will tell his friends, his snickering friends, and you get the nervous doubts about your course. Yah, this song speaks to that whole pre-sexual revolution generation, and maybe not so far off for teens today. Ms. King and friends certainly asked the right question, that’s for damn sure.


Sunday, July 14, 2019


Out Of The Be-Bop Film Noir Night- The Crime Noir “Kansas City Confidential”


Click on the headline to link to a Wikipedia entry for the crime film noir, Kansas City Confidential.

DVD Review

I have said this many times. Sure I am an aficionado of film noir, especially those 1940s detective epics like the film adaptations of Dashiell Hammett’s Sam Spade in The Maltese Falcon and Raymond Chandler’s Phillip Marlowe in The Big Sleep. Nothing like that gritty black and white film, ominous musical background, and shadowy moments to stir the imagination. Others in the genre like Gilda, The Lady From Shang-hai, and Out Of The Past rate a nod because in addition to those attributes mentioned above they have classic femme fatales to add a little off-hand spice to the plot line, and, oh yah, they look nice too. Beyond those classics this period (say, roughly from the mid-1940s to mid-1950s produced many black and white film noir set pieces, some good, some not so good. For plot line, and plot interest, the film under review, Kansas City Confidential, is in the former category.

And why shouldn’t it be. One fall guy Joe (fall guys seem always to be named Joe, regular Joes I guess to make the cut in regular guy America aborning in the late 1940s), played here in a understated way by John Payne, a little the worst for wear in post-World War II America, having had a few legal problems of his own, gets caught up in the dragnet after a major heist (over a million dollars, a lot of money then but just pocket change today) of a bank, in of all places Kansas City (Missouri, of course, not the staid, square Kansas one). Now all of this fall guy action, aside from the criminal intent and cash reward, has been set-up by a disgruntled, vengeful ex-cop (played by Preston Foster) who masterminds the whole thing. Of course such a major heist then (as now) requires several, um, “associates,” to pull the damn thing off in this case masked associates (for their own and Foster's self-protection against the dreaded “stoolie’ syndrome. That old chestnut about honor among thieves being honored, if honored at all, more in the breach than the observance. Just ask about ten thousand guys serving time, hard time if you get a chance)  Said associates are not anyone you or I would want to hang around with, even if you were strictly a hang around corner boy because you would have to watch your wallet, to speak nothing of your back from minute one.  These guys are strictly losers, especially one grafter extraordinaire, Pete Harris, played to manic perfection by Jack Elam. (The others are perennial bad guys Lee Van Cleef and Neville Brand).

Now Joe, as one might expect, takes umbrage, yes, umbrage at having taken a beating from the cops, and also for being set up as the fall guy. So, naturally, as any crime noir hero worth his salt would do, he in good private citizen outraged fashion is going to get to the bottom of this thing come hell or high water. And the rest of the plot line centers of following the clues, and following the sun to sunny Mexico (low film budget faux Mexico in some Hollywood back lot, to be sure) to undo the bad guys, and maybe catch a reward. Or at least a stray gringa or senorita. Naturally he does, the gringa part anyway, although she turns out to be mastermind ex-cop’s daughter (a law student daughter, not exactly a femme fatale hiding out in sunny Mexico until some guy who knows how to do some heavy lifting comes along and falls for her like Jane Greer did to Robert Mitchum in the classic “Out Of The Past,” played by Coleen Gray). Other than the inevitable tacky ending ( I won’t spoil your fun by telling what it is) this one moves along nicely, is filled with some nice twists, and is, as usual with black and white noir films great on those shadowy takes which reveal evil in the making. Especially those loser, grifter, chain-smoking Jack Elam takes. Some noirs you watch for the magic camera work, some for the femme fatales that drive the story line, some for the tough guys and their gaff. This one you get for the plot line.

Those Oldies But Goodies…Out In The Be-Bop ‘50s Song Night- The Shirelles “Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow?”- Billie’s, Billie The Pope Of “The Projects” Night, View


Markin comment:

This is another tongue-in-cheek commentary, the back story if you like, in the occasional entries under this headline going back to the primordial youth time of the mid to late 1950s with its bags full of classic rock songs for the ages. Of course, any such efforts have to include the views of one Billie, William James Bradley, and the schoolboy mad-hatter of the 1950s rock jailbreak out in our “the projects” neighborhood. Yah, in those days, unlike during his later fateful wrong turn trajectory days, every kid, including best friend Markin, me, lived to hear what he had to say about any song that came trumpeting over the radio, at least every one that we would recognize as our own.

Note: Billie and I spent many, many hours mainly up in his tiny bedroom, his rock heaven bedroom, walls plastered with posters of Elvis, Bo Diddley and Chuck Berry and of every new teen heartthrob singer, heartthrob to the girls that is, around, every new record Billie could get his hands on, by hook or by crook, and neatly folded piles of clothing, also gathered by that same hook or by crook, appropriate to the king hell king of the schoolboy rock scene, the elementary school rock scene between about 1956 to 1960. Much of that time was spent discussing the “meaning” of various songs, especially their sexual implications, ah, their mystery of girls-finding-out-about worthiness.

Although in early 1959 my family was beginning to start the process of moving out of the projects, and, more importantly, I had begun to move away from Billie’s orbit, his new found orbit as king hell gangster wannabe, I would still wander back to the old neighborhood until mid-1960 just to hear his take on whatever music was interesting him at the time. These commentaries, these Billie commentaries, are my recollections of his and my conversations on the song lyrics in this series. But I am not relying on memory alone. During this period we would use my father’s tape recorder, by today’s standard his big old reel to reel monstrosity of a tape recorder, to record Billie’s covers of the then current hit songs (for those who have not read previously of Billie’s “heroics” he was a pretty good budding rock singer at the time) and our conversations of those song meanings that we fretted about for hours. I have, painstakingly, had those reels transcribed so that many of these commentaries will be the actual words (somewhat edited, of course) that appear in this space. That said, Billie, king hell rock and roll king of the old neighborhood, knew how to call a lyric, and make us laugh to boot. Wherever you are Billie I’m still pulling for you. Got it.
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Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow? Lyrics

Carole King

Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow

Tonight you're mine completely,
You give your love so sweetly,
Tonight the light of love is in your eyes,
But will you love me tomorrow?

Is this a lasting treasure,
Or just a moment's pleasure,
Can I believe the magic of your sighs,
Will you still love me tomorrow?

Tonight with words unspoken,
You said that I'm the only one,
But will my heart be broken,
When the night (When the night)
Meets the morning sun.

I'd like to know that your love,
Is love I can be sure of,
So tell me now and I won't ask again,
Will you still love me tomorrow?
Will you still love me tomorrow?
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Billie back again, William James Bradley, if you didn’t know. Markin’s pal, Peter Paul Markin’s pal, from over the Adamsville Elementary School and the pope of rock lyrics down here in “the projects.” The Adamsville projects, if you don’t know. Markin, who I hadn’t seen for a while since he moved “uptown” to North Adamsville, came by the other day to breathe in the fresh air of the old neighborhood and we got to talking about this latest record, Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow? by the Shirelles. They are hot.
Fair’s fair right, so I’ll give you Markin’s, Peter Paul’s, take on the lyrics, so I can come crashing down on his silly pipe dream ideas. By the way if you don’t know, and he will tell you this himself if he is honest, he was behind, way behind, in figuring out girls, and their girlish charms. I had to practically tell him everything he knows.

Where did I learn it? Hell like everybody else from the older kids, the older guys, and my older sisters too if you can believe that. So I know a lot, or at least enough to keep old Peter Paul from being a total goofball. Still, see, he thinks the main thing is that the girl in the song here is worried about her reputation because she has just given in, in a moment of passion, to her boyfriend, it’s way too late to turn back and yet she is having second thoughts, second thought regrets, about it, and about what he will think of her and whether it will get around that she “does it.”

Yah, she does it, now officially certified a woman, or at least acting like a woman can act, that is what my sister Donna says, and from the feel of the song, probably in some back seat of some “boss” convertible, a Chevy I hope. Her guy, some under-the-hood day and night guy making that baby, his real baby, hum against the in-stock store-bought standards of his father’s car, his old fogy father’s car. She was breathless weeks ago when her Chevy guy came up gunning that beast behind her walking home from school and said “Hop in.” And she did, now she's the queen bee of the high school Adventure Car-Hop night. All the other girls, friend or foe, frantic at her fortune and ready to leap, girls’ “lav” leap, all over her come Monday morning finely-tuned grapevine gossip time. So tonight was paying back time, car- hop queen bee paying back time. No turning back.

I hope, I really hope, they “did the deed” down by the seashore, big old moon out, big old laughing moon, waves splashing against the rocks and against the sounds of the night, the sounds of the be-bop moaning and groaning night. Call me a romantic but at least I hope that is where she gave it up. Or, maybe, away from coastal shoreline possibilities it was at some secluded lovers’ lane mountain top, tree-lined, dirt road, away from the city noise, some be-bop music playing on the car radio, just to keep those mountain fears away, motor humming against the autumn chill and the creaking sun ready to devour that last mountain top and face the day, and to face the music.

But see that’s where Markin has got it all wrong, all wrong on two counts, because Chevy guy two-timing her, or spreading the “news” about his conquest, or even that hellish girls’ lav whirlwind inferno is not really what’s bothering her. Markin has got this starry-eyed thing, and I think it is from hanging around, or being around, all those straight lace no-go Catholic girls, who do actually worry about their reputations, at least for public consumption. That is why high Catholic that I am, just like old Markin, I don’t go within twenty yards of those, well, teasers. Yah, teasers but that’s a story for another time, because right now we have only time for women, or girls who act like women.

What’s bothering moonstruck girl, number one, is that she likes it, she liked doing it with Chevy guy, and is worried that she’ll go crazy every time a boy gets within an arm’s length of her. She “heard” that once a girl starts doing it they can’t help themselves and are marks, easy marks, for every guy who gives them the eye. Jesus, where did she ever get that idea. Must have been out in the streets, although I personally never heard such an idea when I was asking around. This is what I heard, well, not from the street but from my sister Donna, she said it was okay, natural even, for girls to like sex. If the moment was right, and maybe the guy too. It wasn’t some Propagation of the Faith, do-your-sex-duty to multiply thing we heard in church. Hell, Donna said she liked it too, and believe me, old Donna doesn’t like much if you listen to her long enough. So moonstruck girl don’t worry.

But number two you do have to worry about, although I don’t know what you can do about it now. I never did ask Donna about that part. Pregnant. Yah, the dreaded word for girls and guys alike when you were just trying to have a little fun, just liking it. Now everything your mother told you about “bad” girls, about leaving school, about shot-gun weddings, or about having to go to “Aunt Bessie’s” for a few months, flood memories and as the sun comes up there is momentary panic. Like I say I don’t know what you can do. I don’t know the medical part of the thing. But Peter Paul, leave it to Peter Paul, who knows diddley about sex (except what I tell him) says do you know about “rubbers.” And he got all in a lather telling me that there is some new pill coming out, and coming out soon, so you don’t have to worry. This from a guy was practically missed the first time he kissed a girl. But if he is right, and I ain’t saying he is, then check it out and then you can still like “doing it.” And not worry.
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Out In The Be-Bop Late 1950s Night- Boy Meets "Our Lady Of The Saint Patrick’s Day Night" Girl- For Joanne-Class of 1964


Click on the headline to link to a Wikipedia entry for Saint Patrick's Day for those three people in the North Adamsville universe who may not know what it is all about.

Markin comment:

I am fuming but I will get to that part in a minute. First, let me just point out the trouble I had figuring out what I should use as a headline for this sketch. See, this is a Frankie story, a Francis Xavier Riley story, maybe you already know the name, Frankie, king of the old North Adamsville working class neighborhood schoolboy night in the early 1960s. That part, the boy part is simple, the other part is less so because this is a story, or is going to be a story, once again straight from the horse’s mouth, the Frankie mouth.
I have been letting Frankie spew forth whenever a subject comes up that is from “pre-markinian” times, the time before we became fast friends in the seventh grade North Adamsville Middle School (then junior high) days. And the subject here is how Frankie “courted” his ever lovin’ sweetie, Joanne, a sweetie whom he “went steady with” from middle school all the way through to the end of high school. And that courtship, its twists and turns, is linked to the observance, the non-heathen observance of Saint Patrick’s Day, March 17th (although any real Irish partisan, heathen or non-heathen knows, or should know, that the observance of Easter 1916 is the real Irish deal). So once again because he did okay, or at least good enough, on his previous two endeavors (the weirdly interesting king of the skees carnival story from his innocent dream pre-teen days and his saga, christ that is the only word to describe it, of his “conversion” from no name football wannabe to midnight sun-glassed king hell king of the late 1950s, early 1960s be-bop North Adamsville schoolboy night) he gets to speak his piece here.

Now for the fuming part. In that just mentioned football conversion saga Frankie said, although it was not strictly part of the story (or part of the deal in my letting him use this space for his spewing), that he wanted one and all to have an example of how his be-bop “beat” style worked magic on the, frankly, bewildered North Adamsville Middle School girls (and whatever other stray frails he could corner with his pitch). And the story he wanted to tell, the primo, numero uno, ace example one story was how he captured (and kept) the elusive, ever lovin’ Joanne. So rather than just coming out in manly fashion, manly working -class fashion, and asking for space he tried an "end around." Just to goad me into another story he mentioned that somehow in that desperate late 1950s night I was smitten with Joanne, and that she was smitten with me, before he honed in on her and worked his magic. Needless to say once said Frankie magic was applied that previous configuration was ancient history.

So just to set the record straight before Frankie, Francis Xavier Riley, spins his misbegotten yarn let me say my piece:

In order to set the background to this dispute up for those who don’t know I had arrived from the Adamsville Middle School just at the beginning of 1959, about half way through seventh grade. As a twelve year old boy, almost thirteen, after some delay I had developed a very healthy interest in girls. In their girlish charms, if not their giggles. Of course, as anybody who went through the experience knows, which means just about everybody, the social pecking order in middle school (and high school too, but maybe a little less so) is etched in stone for the duration about the second or third week of school.

So I was nothing but an "outsider," an outsider waiting to be an insider if I could hitch onto somebody else’s star. That star, no question, was Frankie. But Frankie’s “style” was different, not a football or sports thing, or an intellectual thing (although that is what it was, it just didn’t look like it at the time), or a best- looking thing (wiry Frankie did have pretty decent Steve McQueen-type looks though). What he had, and what made him a magnet for me (and, strangely, those girls with their girlish charms, not giggles that I was attracted to) was this be-bop, “faux” beat thing. He will describe it better in his story but it certainly caused a stir, especially the eternal “midnight sunglasses that he wore” part.
Now what does all that have to do with Joanne, my attraction to her (or her to me)? Well, everything. See Joanne was the smartest person in the seventh grade class. Book smart for sure. Answering teachers’ questions smart, definitely. She also was pretty, but no more so, and maybe a little less so, than some of the other less bright girls. And she had, had when she wanted to have it, a very winning smile. Moreover, and here is when Frankie seems to have gotten his signals crossed for once, she was friendly toward me, me, an outsider, friendly in a universal kindly way, even before I started running around with Frankie (or she did either).

As any observant person could see there was nothing to the whole thing but kid’s stuff and, as I thought about it later (and just now as I am re-thinking about it) Joanne had a huge dose of Roman Catholic fellowship and rectitude, meaning doing the right social thing. Frankie is right about the part that we, Joanne and I, were civil to each other in his presence later but that is after a whole bunch of other things happened to sour our relationship. But enough of this because this is stuff that Frankie will, I am sure, tell you about. Let me just finish with something I wrote in another Frankie story, one that I told so I know it’s true. I will swear on a book with seven seals the following- when it came to Joanne, and this was true even before Frankie whiz kid moved in, she was okay, but not someone that I would jump off a bridge over. There were girls, some of those other less bright girls, whom I would have jumped off that bridge for, and gladly. But not her. That should put paid to this subject.

Francis Xavier Riley comment:

See, I told you I still had the kingly touch. I knew, and know now, just how to get to Markin, Peter Paul Markin, get him where he has to defer, humbly defer, to my "goading" as he called it. Of course, and here is the beauty of the king’s touch, I knew, and I damn well should know even fifty years later, that old Markin never carried the torch for Joanne. But see I just threw that little doubt in his direction and he jumped at it. And then that “social” thing, that Peter Paul Markin sense of fair play, that overweening sense of his about giving the other side a chance to speak their minds (if only, as he used to say, to hang themselves) came into play. A piece of cake. And for those who don’t know, or don’t understand, how old Markin could have got bested for the kingship of the old neighborhood in the old schoolboy nights this is a prime example. His failed attempt was so utterly a failure that we all, everybody except Markin that is, spent more than a few off moments, a few nothing dull moments, giving it a big laugh every now and again when we needed a laugh. But enough of that I have a story to tell, and by hook or by crook, I’m going to tell it.

See, as anyone can see from the last paragraph, it is about knowing human psychology. No, not some book, Sigmund or Anna Freud, Ernest Jones, Melanie Klein, Carl Jung, christ, even R.D. Laing goof thing. Hell no, it is about observing people and what they like and don’t like, what makes them pay attention to your patter and what doesn’t. Now the big thing about this is, let’s face it, for a red-blooded boy like me, not just to inspect people in general but girls, girls with girlish charms, all the way back to middle school girlish charms. I already told you before about my short-lived football scrawny kid career and how through perseverance, perversity, and perdition I figured out my place in the sun by my wits(a thing Markin was always yakking about, but you've probably figured that out by now)and by knowing what Markin insists was "arcane" knowledge. But see it was just that arcane knowledge part, weak as it was, and it really was looking back on it, and the way the knowledge was presented both by style and by fit that made the difference. On behalf of the interest of that honey you were aiming your stuff at.

Markin never really got it, got how the knowledge and presentation worked together, and probably still doesn’t from what I can see. Let me give you the wrong example before I tell how this thing worked to bring me and my ever lovin’ Joanne together back in the day. Markin, after he started hanging around with me for a while, decided that he would try my method out after he saw that the foxiest girls, the cutest girls, and well, as always in a pinch, those just girls with their girlish charms (giggles and all, see, that is where Markin and I had big differences always-the giggles go with the charms-get it Peter Paul) who were hanging around me before school, during passing time, lunch time and, a little, at least in middle school, after school.

So, and so help me this is true, even he won’t forget this one, Markin decided that he will go up to this cute girl with a French name, Barbette or something like that, and start in on every known fact about the French revolution, the French revolution of the 18th century, you know the Jacobins, Girondins, Marat, Robespierre and those guys- the "liberty, equality, fraternity" guys. See, this is something he is interested in, interested in like crazy if I remember. Yah, I know you know, no dice. But here is the thing-a couple of weeks later as Barbette started to hang around the outer edges of our circle she confided in me (no secret here as I told Markin at the time to try to straighten him out) that she thought Markin was okay but that she was afraid, get this, afraid of him because of his flipping out (my term) over something she knew nothing about. I admit that I never got too far with old Barbette myself, but at least I didn’t scare her half to death.

Hey, I actually have a better example now that I think about it. A lot of this arcane knowledge thing was, as you can figure, playing the percentages. Probably Barbette was a “no sale” anyway. But Evelyn, Evelyn Smythe, was a different matter. Yah, now that I think about it forget Barbette as an example and pay attention to this one. Okay, Evelyn through my intelligence network of sources (that’s part of the secret to success too) was seriously into church, her church, her Episcopalian church and its history. I found out, and its shows you an example of good intelligence work, through my sources that she had given a class report on said subject. Bingo. Now Evelyn is nice, Evelyn is cute, Evelyn is smart (although not as smart as Joanne), and Evelyn has that winning smile we were always on the lookout for in those days. But see, Evelyn was a, a, how should I say it, Protestant so she was a “no go, no way” for one Francis Xavier Riley, one Francis Xavier Riley to the cold-water tenements, the Irish Catholic, more Roman than the Romans Catholic, tenements born. No way that, outside of the gates of hell, that Patrick “Boyo” Riley, and on this issue one Maude Grace Riley, nee O’Brian, were going to let their blessed son within twenty non-school paces of said Evelyn Smythe.

Not seventh grade Frankie anyway (later I had more Protestant girl friends that I care to remember, if for no other reason than they weren’t so religion crazy, Roman Catholic religion crazy, mainly) But see ecumenical Markin, Peter Paul Markin, Irish Catholic brought up, and church mouse poor, but with a heathen Protestant father (except for that he was a good man whom everybody liked, even Boyo) decided he will take a shot at sweet Evelyn. Now his approach, since he knows from my intelligence report that she’s also some kind of history nut, is to start talking about the word "anti-disestablishmentarianism," then the longest word in the English dictionary, and for all I know still is, and related somehow, although don’t press me on this to Puritan stuff or English stuff, because, again, he’s crazy, crazy as a loon for Puritan heritage English colonial stuff. I mean really crazy. I think that he was born on Plymouth Rock in another life, maybe. Now sweet Evelyn was, if nothing else, polite and she heard him out. And since I was near the scene of this encounter I heard him say as she drifted off, “and my father’s a protestant too.” Like the co-religionist link is going to clinch the thing. Christ.

No sale, amigo. But here is the kicker, a couple of years later, when Joanne and I had, uh, uh, one of our “misunderstandings” I ran into Evelyn one night down at the seashore. Now by this time she had blossomed into a certified twist, although I also knew that she was still into religion because she belonged to some Protestant girls' club, some religiously-oriented girls' club. But see she had that winning smile still, that winning smile that we were on the lookout for in those days, and by then after another earlier Joanne “misunderstanding” I had already sold my soul to the devil and taken a Protestant girl out, and liked it. So, because in the meantime I had started to get a little Puritan nutty like Markin I started on my patter and mentioned that word anti-disestablishmentarian and what it was all about. We must have talked for about two hours about this and that on the subject; two hours can you believe it.

But see here is where the lesson is. Peter Paul got the context all balled up so bad he was arguing about the beauties of Oliver Cromwell, or the Quakers or something. Those were not Evelyn’s forebears. He had the wrong side, although, as usual, he had it right for the side he liked. Evelyn couldn’t figure it out. What she could figure out, and figure out fast, if not necessarily accurately in Markin’s case, was that she was a minority in a heavily Irish Catholic working- class neighborhood and so Markin was probably putting her down for being a Protestant. Christ, again. As a postscript I will mention that sweet, smiling Evelyn and I had a couple of nice weeks together before "ball and chain" Joanne and I stopped our "misunderstandings." I won’t give the details of Evelyn's and my tryst because, see, and especially Markin see, she is now an Episcopal priest, or something like that and does not need that kind of publicity.

So you can see that the be-bop pitter-patter was (or is) not for amateurs, or the faint-hearted, and requires some skill. Especially for hormonally-charged twelve and thirteen year old boys who are only vaguely, at best, aware that this thing requires skills, finely-honed skills. All of this is to say that whatever skills I had in, let’s say October and November of 1958, needed to be used in the hard nut to crack case of one Joanne Marion Murphy, one lace curtain Irish Catholic, more Roman than the Romans Catholic, Joanne Marion Murphy, to the lace curtain single house working- class family born.

Markin mentioned in his “introduction” that Joanne was smart, check, pretty, check, had a winning smile, check, and was, as he put it and rightly so I think, universally kind out her religiously-derived social sense, check. What she was not, at least for a long time, was very interested in one Francis Xavier Riley and his cohorts, amigos, and “faux” beat aficionados. She had moved into the neighborhood, neighborhood in the widest sense because no way did she live near my cold-water flats district or Markin’s cottage-like (to be kind) dwelling on the wrong side of the tracks, in sixth grade but went to Adamsville Central Elementary School and so I did not pick up her scent until middle school, the first day of middle school, no, the first hour of middle school, jesus, no, the first minute. Sure she had all the checked things above but she also carried herself, her twelve year old self, in a very intriguing way and so I took a note, literally, took a note on her. But for a while nada, nothing, nowhere and partly because that intriguing carriage included what to me, shanty boy me, was that lace curtain Catholic by the rules thing despite smarts, pretties, winsome smile, and kindliness I thought no way.

No way one Francis Xavier Riley was going to get involved with that scene, not with that frail, no way I said, did you hear me? Truth. Once I started to have a first little success with my girl-directed be-bop pitter-patter Joanne kind of went off the radar even though I saw her every day in class, every day. Truth again. I had no angle on this girl, no angle at all. See the other less bright girls kind of got caught up in the sunglasses, be-bop words, long-gone daddy, rock ‘n’ roll, heartthrob thing. And I loved that, loved the idea that I could be the max daddy king of that scene with a few breaks. So it was not until a couple of real frailly frails came round my table, good-looking girls, maybe not beautiful, not twelve year old beautiful anyway, but smart enough, whimsical enough, and daredevil enough that I noticed Joanne starting to pay attention in my direction. You know that look, that look a guy twelve or twelve hundred is ready to leap off bridges for, and as Markin mentioned before, gladly. Well, if someone is giving old Francis Xavier Riley the look well what is he going to do but look back, right?

This went on for a while, as such things do. But you can't depend on the after-effects of "the look" to determine your whole twelve-year old life so what you need, and need badly is intelligence. Any king of the hill, any poor boy, boondocks, third-rate king, hell, any king of the pizza parlor night (in-waiting at that point) needs all kinds of intelligence from whatever source. In this case it was like manna from heaven as my younger sister, Catherine Anne (not Kathy Anne, not Kate, straight Catherine Anne with no bluster nicknames like with my older brothers Tommy and Timmy), was friendly with Joanne's younger sister, Mary Margaret (there are more Marys with various middle names, more Elizabeths, ditto with middle names, and more Catherines, with or without Annes, in this early 1960s Irish working class neighborhood than you can shake a stick at but that is another story, a Markin sociology of the neighborhood story for another time, I am sure) over at North Adamsville Elementary School. This intelligence was gold because it seems that beyond that "look," that jump off the bridge look that I just mentioned, Joanne liked me. But wait a minute no teen saga can just end like that, a story goes with it. See, Joanne was put off by my devil-make-care-attitude which seemed to her, pious girl that she was, kind of sacrilegious, but on the other hand she liked the cool midnight blessed sunglasses. Yah, women.

Let me get back to that pious part for a minute because it will explain lots of things, lots of things that even Markin didn't get. Like when Joanne and I would later have our "misunderstandings" and break-ups which is usually when I looked around for another girl. Not the slanderous way Markin made it seem like I was 24/7 on the hunt even when Joanne and I were in our glory days. See, and here is where the intelligence from Mary Margaret (hereafter, Moe, which is a reasonable nickname and she liked it as well) was invaluable, although if I thought about it I should have after hearing the gist of it ran, ran like hell to Africa or some place like that. See, even worst that in mother Maude's household the religion, the hard core Roman Catholic religion, the more Roman than the Romans religion, its superstitions, its dogmas, and its graces were pervasive via Joanne's mother (Doris). And while mother Maude, and to a lesser extent mother Arlene (Markin's mother), bore down, and bore down hard, with their religious tyrannies toward us boys the girls took the serious brunt of the damage to their fragile psyches. No question.

See here is the set-up. Pious mother (learning from pious mothers back to Stone Age Ireland, and elsewhere I suppose) had a funny standard. They, with the boys, would give kind of a sacramental dispensation for wayward behavior up to, and including, the occasional armed robbery (I am not kidding that happened with one of Markin’s brothers, and others, too many others in the old neighborhood) except, of course, holy of holies, taking the lord’s name in vain and stuff like that. With the girls though, and maybe with some malice, I don’t know, but at least in the family of Doris Anna Murphy, nee Mulvey, it seemed so. They, the girls that is, were held to a higher standard of behavior and were supposed to act as such, at least for public consumption. (I found out later that the public consumption part was all that really mattered for some later flames who, as Markin very succinctly pointed out, had twelve novena books in their hands and lust in their hearts, great lust, praise be). This is the backdrop to my struggle to win Joanne’s affections.
But see that was only part of it, the religious part, the Roman Catholic religious part (I won’t say again the more Roman than the… , ah, forget it) part of it. Let me show you how I got it wrong at first though to show you how tough it was to get my signals straight. Based on my intelligence service (My Catherine Anne-Moe intelligence) I took my best shot at Joanne by going on and on about the Church (you know now what church), about ritual, about various disputes, theological disputes, City of God, Thomist, Counter-Reformation, Virgin Mary disputes, about the meaning of the religious experience in one’s life, etc. Basically blarney, okay (I am also being polite here as I, like Markin, prefer to be so in the public prints).

I swear I thought I was making some headway when all of a sudden I started balling things up, balling them up like I just learned them rather than had them down pat like I should. Now remember this is before Pope John XXIII’s Vatican Council II thing and we were all confronted with the mysteries of the Latin mass, a weird language that confronted us kids like the bloody English language did when those heathens stepped into (and over) the old sod Ireland, plebeian anti-Semitic hatred of the Jews (hell, they killed our savior, didn’t they), and other doctrinal stuff that didn’t mean much. I tried to be cute, meaning I tried to bail out as best I could, by reciting what I knew (and knew haphazardly) about Christian doctrine.

Without boring everybody with how I held forth on such esoteric things like how many angels can fit on the head of a needle and other Thomisms the long and short of it is I busted flat, busted flat hard. No sale, no wannabe sale, nada, nothing. Joanne stiffly proud, stiffly piously proud, just kind of dismissed me out of hand, with the flip of a wrist. Vanquished. Gone. In short, she just walked away. (Later, she told me she actually liked my pitter-patter but that on Church matters, you know what church matters, I should leave it to the priests, and guys like that. Fine.)

But that little setback was obviously not the end of my hopes, not even close, because, as I gathered from my Catherine Anne-Moe CIA connections my approach was all wrong. How? Well, Joanne, as it turned out, was pious, no question, pious for public consumption anyway, but that her Catholicism was very much colored by the Irish aspect of it. An Irish expression drilled into her by her grandmother, Anna, who apparently was next to, or close by, when old Saint Patrick did his demon-devouring tricks in the old country. Okay, no problem I will just be-bop on John Bull’s tyranny, eight hundred years of oppression, the bastard Oliver Cromwell (sorry Markin), and the heathen English at Wexford and Drogheda (and in the North).

See here is where it gets tricky again though, actually weird is a better word, because as Irish as the shamrock as I am, I didn’t know a lot about the history of the old Catholic, blighted (like the potatoes too often), priest-ridden (oops) Irish. And I didn’t want to get all balled up like I did with Christian doctrine (or like Markin with Evelyn and her Protestant ways). But I got well fast as I studied up on my own, and again giving the devil his due, Markin filled me in on some stuff. (Wouldn’t you know it took a half–arsed Irishman with a bloody protestant father, although everybody liked old father Prescott, would be giving me, a full-blooded son of the old sod Irishman chapter and verse, christ).

In any case one day after school I was walking up Atlantic Street (or was it Appleton) and I noticed Joanne coming out of the old Thomas Crane Public Library branch, the one that was nothing but an old unused storefront that they used until they built a larger one up in Norfolk Downs (by the way although the Irish and Italians build modern Adamsville, or modern in those days, way back when back in Plymouth Rock times every name was bloody English so all the streets names and section names reflect either that or the Indian (oops), Native-American, influence). When Joanne saw me walking her way she gave me the cursory, kindly (really kiss-off okay, twelve year old kiss-off) nod to acknowledge my existence but no little “the look” (discussed previously and the reader is presumed both to remember such details and to “know” the look from his or her own life experiences). Nevertheless this is my golden opportunity-out in the street-no crazy classmates around, no Markin fouling the waters around, and no distractions. Yes, just the right time to do my sing-song, pitter-patter be-bop night paean to the plight of bloody, but not bowed, Ireland and its churchly concerns.

I will say I “stepped up to the plate” on this one. I even brought in the Book of Kell, for christ’s sake, and how the Irish Church, the blessed Irish church and the monasteries were fountains of knowledge , wisdom, …faith (she said later she loved that one) when the dirty-handed, unwashed English were eating their meals off the hip in their dingy little hovels. Suddenly she said “Stop.” My heart fell, oh my god, I’ve blown it. No, not this “scholarly” twelve year old. Well maybe. Joanne said she knew I was up to something (she had intelligence, exclusive intelligence, from, ah, Catherine Anne and Moe) and although I had actually had a fair number of facts balled up (about bloody Oliver Cromwell and Wexford and Drogheda for one, that damn Markin put his secular spin on the thing and made the hated Cromwell the hero, although from this reference you can see what kind of ammunition I was throwing out like this was a meeting of the Central Committee of the Irish Republican Army, (IRA), or something). She was “impressed”, impressed as hell (my term, okay) that I thought enough of her to go to the bother. And then she gave me a winsome smile. (Hey, Markin is not the only one susceptible to that smile.) Home run.

On the basis of that smile I “asked her out.” Now twelve year old “asking out,” then anyway, and probably now too, was usually something like going to a dance after school, or maybe getting a bite to eat at the soda fountain (including listening to the jukebox, coins in hand), bowling, yah, bowling, or a matinee movie thing. But see here is where old Frankie knew how to segue into this proposition based on his recent pitter-patter. I asked Joanne to go the upcoming March 17th Saint Patrick’s Day Parade over in South Boston with me. Nice touch, right.

Now in those days, and you can ask your parents and grandparents about it if you are too young to remember the be-bop 1950s night, the parade was actually held on March 17th, whatever day of the week it fell on so that meant “skipping” school that year. See in Adamsville March 17th, unlike in Boston, was not a day off-a holiday and even in Boston, officially, it was not a day off for blessed Saint Patrick. It was to celebrate the bloody British defeat in Boston- Evacuation Day- a worthy reason in its own right. Joanne “freaked” out at this idea at first. But then I worked on her, and worked on her, with the notion that it was her patriotic duty, her grandmother Anna memory honor duty, to go and pretend we were in the old sod for the day. Yah, I know bringing in grandma was off base but, well, but… As an added kicker, and to show my honorable intentions, I told her that Markin was also going although I had not asked him at the time (and didn’t want him around anyway). That day she said no, but over the next several days she started to weaken.

In the meantime (although I guess my intelligence network was on “vacation” or, like the current day CIA, “out of the loop” because I didn’t know this) Joanne was working on her mother by putting up an argument that it was her religious duty to stand up for the Irish Church on that day (christ, she sounded like me after a while). Finally mother Doris said yes and Joanne said yes. Of course, as this was going on, old Peter Paul, old true-blooded, down with John Bull’s tyranny, Markin wimped out, yes, wimped out, saying he did not want to miss school. As it turned out (and was Joanne’s expression after she heard that Markin had wimped out) three was one too many (and both Joanne and I agreed on this one, with a little snicker, many times later).

And the reason that Joanne said that, to make a long story short because you really don’t need me to go into the details of the parade-marching bands, drill teams, bagpipes, twirlers, drunken green-faced rowdies and all that- or the results of my efforts, was that she figured (as she told me later) we would probably get around to kissing (be still my heart on hearing this even now) and she didn’t want Markin to blab it all over school. And guess what? We did kiss, kissed in honor of Saint Patrick, the Irish Church, the Book of Kell, and I don’t know how many other things, Irish things, naturally-hey, maybe even the blarney stone.

Now Markin in one of his foolish, damn foolish, commentaries once asked a question to his fellow North Adamsville high school classmates about whether, in the old days, anybody “skipped” school to go over to Southie and see the Saint Patrick’s Day Parade. We know he wimped out, always. But note this, Frankie, Francis Xavier Riley, has a very big A (for absent) next to his name for March 17, 1959. And he is proud of it. I’ll even get a notarized copy of the damn North Adamsville Middle School transcript to prove it. So there.


A Slice Of Teenage Life-Circa 1960s-With Myrna Loy And Cary Grant’s “The Bachelor And The Bobby-Soxer” In Mind   




By Guest Film Critic Prescott Blaine

[Prescott Blaine, now comfortably retired, comfortably for those editors, publishers and fellow writers particularly those who have tangled with him on the film criticism beats for the past forty years or so decided he just had to comment about his own growing up in the 1950s teenage life. I had done a short film review on a 1940s film The Bachelor and the Bobby-Soxer, Cary Grant the bachelor to Shirley Temple’s bobby-soxer with Myrna Loy more well-known as the helpful detection wife Nora Charles opposite William Powell’s Nick in the seemingly never-ending The Thin Man series of the same decade. I had in passing mentioned my reasoning for even touching this piece of fluff. The key was in the title, or part of it, the “bobby-soxer” part which represented to my mind one of the key terms from teenage times in the 1940s where bobby-soxers were associated with the fast jitter-bugging set since those socks made it easier to traverse those slippery high school gym floor where sock hops have been held since, well, since they started having school dances to keep unruly and wayward kids in check. I figured I would get a low-down on what was what.

I had followed a false lead though since despite the enticing possibility that I would learn something about teenage life in the immediate post-World War II period the real thrust of the film was the inevitable romancing between Grant and Loy’s characters. I should have sensed that if goody-goody Shirley Temple was holding forth I would learn less about that decade’s teen concerns than if I had asked a surviving elderly uncle of mine.

Oh sure I did learn that girls went crazy for guys with “boss” cars, worried, worried somewhat about their reputations meaning worrying about being known as high school sluts and that they were as perfidious when the deal went down as the teenage girls in Prescott’s and my generation and probably now too. When I mentioned that to him one day in his office at the American Film Review where he still shows up occasionally to do pinch-hit work when the editor Ben Goldman needs a quick “think” piece to fill up an issue he laughed at me. Laughed at me foremost because of my, his term, sophomoric idea that you could learn anything about teen life in any age when you had certified stars like Grant and Loy tangling just short of the satin sheets and because it would not be until the 1980s when Hollywood produced some films based on S.E. Hinton’s novels that you would get anything like an informative look at a slice of real teen life.       

Follow me here to get an idea of what Mr. Blaine is like when he gets on his hobby-horse. From that “profound” (my quotation marks) comment he asked, I won’t say begged because Prescott is not like that most of the time, or at least he wasn’t in the old days, to let me use my space here to go back into his teenage days in the 1950s, the mid-1950s when rock and roll came running up the road (although we are near contemporaries my coming of age teenage time was about five years later and reflected a drought period in rock and roll which I filled in by “discovering” the blues). Needless to say since this piece has Prescott’s by-line he sold me on the idea-for one shot anyway. Below is what he wants to share about 1950s teenage culture-Sam Lowell]   

Thursday, July 11, 2019

The Jar Of Isabella X- A Journey Through The Arts-The Boston School, Ah, At The Museum Of Fine Arts-Thwarted Love With A Bizarre Twist- Alexander’s Keats’ Inspired Isabella And The Pot Of Basil



By Laura Perkins    

I will get to the subject in hand, a take on the marvelous and mesmerizing Isabella, Or A Jar Of Basil seen at the Museum of Fine Arts in Boston a while back while on assignment for this upstart series which site manager has given to me under circumstances not of my own making. However the reaction I received to my first foray into this new review area for when in discussing John Singer Sargent’s The Portrait of Madame X has forced my hand to reply if that is the right word to all kinds charges of pandering to what is essentially soft-core pornography, or taking such a view of the painting. I might repeat for what it is worth that when I took this assignment, I told Greg Green that I would decide what I wanted to focus on in each painting, Not what the art world, the world of self-serving curators deemed the reason the damn things were in some museum other than as pace-fillers. So I will vent as is my prerogative. Laura Perkins]      

You never know what will happen in this business. This latter-day publishing business where unlike the old days you can lose stuff in an instant, lose by an injudicious hit of the delete button. That happened to me of late in something of an omen when I tried to do a second installment of what is according to site manager Greg Green an on-going series of painting which I am at liberty to choose to get us up to date in the art world, an area woefully under- represented in this publication. If I behave myself of which more below. Without overestimating the old days and their sluggish technologies there was something to be said for hand-written yellow pads and carbon copy smudge typewritten materials even without all the comforts of what the new technology has brought us. In any case I am starting to get the hang of it, the last barrier of cyberspace, getting used to the idea that not every utterance, every word needs to be etched eternally in the ether. Strangely I did believe that proposition in yellow pad (some of which I still have from my 1970s days as a free-lancer) and typewriter times (some also when I was weaned off of the yellow pad which was both too cumbersome and too slow when I had to make a day to day living out of my words). That typewriter in turn gave way to word processor and such when that too proved too cumbersome and too slow to make a day to day living out of my words. I would also add as will become clear below that I miss the old days when a reader had something bilious to say, some vitriolic smattering of words she or he had to not only write the spiel out but put stamp to envelope and actually go mail the damn thing. Which meant that they had to put some effort into the task unlike today they can fire off some silly salvo and move on to the next target of their villainy.    

But enough of personal recollections in the dark ages of this “publish or perish” business. As one and all should know by my first foray into the subject, at least first foray since I was named “unofficial” art critic I am taking quirky looks at some of the great paintings that intertest me. And not for art curator purposes either. I became an Art critic by default when Sam Lowell, my longtime companion who balked at doing this assignment. Sam, for better or worse, balked since he is in hot pursuit of why famed California private detective Lew Archer, yes that Lew Archer, who if you are old enough to remember solved the Galton kidnapping case, the Carlton murders and the infamous wife-done Hallman serial killings all under the noises of the public coppers, never made the vaunted P.I. Hall of Fame after such a glorious start. Sam has a “theory” which he can tell the reader if interested all I know is that site manager Greg Green let him off the hook to pursue his leads. Let Sam off the hook and put me on the hook once he knew from Leslie Dumont I had taken some art classes and at least had gone to an art museum unlike his other potential candidates.

By the way Sam’s credentials are far greater than mind could ever be since I only took art appreciation classes in high school and college and since then have limited my experiences in the field to an infinite number of doodling sessions when some windbag is fouling up the air at one conference or another. Sam actually could have gone to art school, his high school art teacher encouraged him endlessly and would have paved the way for him. Actually, now that I think about it did pave the way for him at his alma mater the highly regarded Massachusetts School of Art. Sam, from the desperately poor Acre section of North Adamsville where he grew up got a serious chill, a serious no when his mother found out he had applied and been accepted. She painted, nice word although not literally true, a horrendous picture of him in some flea-bitten, rat-infested and crime-ridden cold-water flat garret with him barely able to hold his frozen hand brush to canvas for the rest of his life. Her idea, a not uncommon one in the Acre from what some of the other guys who grew up there have told me, was for him to be the first in the family to have a nice steady white-collar civil service job which would bring the family fortunes up a notch. He didn’t do that but neither did he to his sometimes-later regret pursue that art dream, cold water flat and frozen fingers or not. I got the job even though I made it clear to Greg that I would not pose as an art critic and would take my shots where they would lead me without any regard for what they meant for the greater art world.  

My first foray not so strangely was John Singer Sargent’s Portrait Of Madame X which now hangs in the Metropolitan Museum of Art in New York City. How it got there is a long story as is the story behind many art acquisitions but will not detain us because I have bigger fish to fry today. My main axis on that first assignment was to deal with the obvious sexual allure (circa the 1880s which was demurer than now) of the painting and of Madame’s scandalous sex life considering she was married to some French pillar of society, a well-heeled and connected banker. You can read my take in the archives (see January 8, 2019) but mostly what I have found out was that Madame Guiteau, no need to be coy about that “Madame X” business she foisted on a less than candid world was that she was so intend on being a social climber, of working her way up French high society that she slept with any guy who could get her moving up what Seth Garth calls “the food chain.”

Fair enough then if today not fair enough in a post-#MeToo world since beautiful women, perceived beautiful women were known to, for good or evil, use their “profession” beauty to get ahead in this wicked old world. I said some other stuff, but this is what has brought me a ton of blow-back, blow-back which Sam, dear Sam in this instance, warned me would happen when I laid out my argument. He always said reviewing was a tough cutthroat racket and now I have had my baptism of fire. The gist of the responses has dealt with exactly how John Singer Sargent (hereafter Singer Sargent we don’t have to go on endlessly with the robber baron era habit of three name monikers among the elite to show pedigree or prove legitimacy in or more democratic age) got the Madame to pose so provocatively in the first place.

Even Sam was surprised though at the apparent source of the criticism not of me, although that may be in question the evangelicals. People not known to frequent this publication but who saw an opening to see who was, or was not, doing Satan’s work, who was damned and why. Here is where we get into what Sam and others call the “trolls” and their “alternate facts,” actually alternate universe outlook. A major rash of e-mails pointed out that Singer Sargent had obviously picked his model up out of the gutter and gave her a few sous, francs, some French money to pose for him, that he got some kind of sexual pleasure out of what he was doing as well as painting a great if toilsome masterpiece. Those skimpy straps ready to tell all, something like that. Certainly the gown and her provocative pose spoke of eternal damnation to these mob. The other big “school of thought” was that the model, nobody wanted to tie Madame Guiteau, a well-oiled member of high society looking to move upward with the age old art of using her professional beauty to work her way up that chain, had been tossed out of a high-end bordello in New York City after she had “stolen” some dough from one of the customers. Jay Gould, yes, the robber baron Jay Gould, and had to flee to avoid his wrath and her imprisonment.        
            
Under either theory what these ding-dongs have in common is the erroneous idea that Singer Sargent was getting sexual pleasure out of the provocative poses of the model, especially that very suggestive slipping of one of the straps of her evil thought jet black evening gown. What they could not factor in was the idea that Singer Sargent, as was well know, had a number of “assistants,” male and female, who found his bed. Which ones, which sex is problematic but most people with an opinion have mentioned that the females acted as cover. I have uncovered some useful information in that regard. The great English poet and self-acknowledged gay man when that was not cool to say in polite society, when it was the love  “that dare not speak its name,”    W.H. Auden had always claimed Singer Sargent for the “Homintern,” a name which he or one of his crowd, one of his gay friends maybe Christopher Isherwood or Stephen Spender, coined as a spin-off from the Comintern which both had at one time supported to mean that the guy was a member of the fraternity, was gay in the cloaked terminology of the times. Yes, the evangelicals will have a field day with this one if they can figure it out. What I don’t get is people who are ready to absolve every sexual predator alive if he or she repents has no mercy for somebody who used their sex, as with Madame X, to get ahead whether we agree or not.      

Most of the other comments descended downward from that Madame is a whore trope and are not worthy of comment. What is worthy is one that attempted to take the high road, attempted to in the end try to whitewash the whole sordid affair. One Arthur Gilmore Doyle, here we go with the “three name” Brahmin (although not all the “three name” crowd were Brahmins, Boston variety since Singer Sargent would trace his lineage from the Philadelphia Main Line crowd but they are all of a piece), who argued, if that is the right word, that Singer Sargent would not stoop to having some “fallen woman,” his term, pose for him under any circumstances. So here we have the class line drawn in lieu of the sex line. Or maybe both lines since he seemed very fussy about the whole matter.

Doyle further mentioned that Madame X if she posed for Singer Sargent was a pure as the driven snow. Worse disputed the evidence presented by the famous Parisian paint-maker Bleu who provided Singer Sargent (and others) with his paints in his memoir that when Madame was in her plebian wants mood he was her lover. Going up the back stairway to her boudoir, sometimes when her husband was down in his study figuring out ways to make money to keep his growing number of creditors at bay. Disputed as well, the testimony of Madame’s personal maid that she let him in and further, under orders from Madame, had cut that provocative gown strap with her own scissors. You see according to Doyle one   could never believe the hired help, not even somebody who had to change the sweaty sheets after each exhortation. Yes, the class line indeed.

We have already dealt with the predilections of Singer Sargent for his male “assistants” which may not freak out Brother Doyle as much as it was the gay-bashing evangelicals since it was an open secret that half the bluebloods were same-sex inclined. And everybody knew and accepted it unlike in poor Oscar Wilde’s irate father of Lord Alfred Douglas who was crazy with hate about the whole matter. Where the heck do you think they got the term “Boston marriage” when two unmarried women lived together lesbian splendor.

What has amazed me about this first volley into the art world, or the social aspect of it is that nobody thus far has mentioned word one about why Madame had not allowed herself to be posed in a frontal position by Sargent (and upon further investigation by any other artist with one possible later exception to be mentioned below). That is she did not want her beak-like nose to be fully exposed to the light of day. Apparently Madame was so vain to have that horrendous little pointed nose shown too prominently would have detracted from his sullen suggestive pose. Remember she was using her professional beauty to advance in the world, a hard task for an “ice queen” and so that was her order. Upon further investigation there is some evidence that later in life, in 1907 she did pose in a frontal position but by that time the wear and tear of using her beauty for social advantage, the dissipation showed through. And the nose was even more hideous that I expected. So Madame did make a smart move, very smart. Still I don’t know why nobody in the flutter of responses picked up on that beak even to defend her against my charges that maybe men liked that kind of nose then. Fashion and beauty tend to change with the ages, with time.   

But let’s move on. Finally I can get to the subject matter for today’s piece, John White Alexander’s Isabella and the Pot of Basil which is in the permanent collection at the Museum of Fine Arts in Boston (here we go again with the three name moniker business that drives me crazy so let’s call him Alexander and be done with it). Alexander was linked to the Boston School who were for the most part interested in realistic portrayal of whatever subject matter they were painting. When you first go into the room where the painting is located you are immediately drawn to this high Victorian beauty in a great gauzey with sharply drawn flowing lines dressing gown strangely caressing a jar, a big jar with some kind of plant of unknown original within. Looking at the caption provided with the painting tells us that the plants are basil, allegedly associated with love, thwarted love. Upon closer inspection they looked like poppies to me, like the stuff that opium and heroin are made of. The reader may be surprised that the stuff is high end dope and reject that notion out of hand. Don’t be so quick the annals are filled with details of guys like Thomas de Quincy and Sam Coleridge taking the pipe in the days when that stuff was not regulated and frowned upon. Half the high society types were wired to the stuff, to lanadum for their highs in order to get through the day in that stuffy society.

Reading further though gives the reason she is eyes closed in some form of ecstasy, a adherent to some bizarre love cult. This Isabella back a few hundred years ago according to the English poet John Keats who got it from the ribald Italian storyteller Boccaccio had a plebian lover, a good worker for her father’s estate in Italy. A couple of brothers not crazy about kowtowing to a mere commoner killed the lover and buried him out in some ditch far away. Isabella bought their story that lover boy had drifted to the next best thing and had gotten pretty sullen and forlorn about her long-gone lover. Then in a dream, and here I suggest an opium dream or whatever elixir they got high on back then, she figured out the truth, the brothers had killed her lover. She went out and found the body, had the head and put it in the jar to keep forever, or as long as she lived. That is the public story but remember this is stone cold Italy in times when guys like Machiavelli suggested ways to get even with the bad guys. Isabella hired a couple of “hit men” to gain her revenge. And she got it. Then she could go back to her opium dreams and those gentle sensual, sexual caresses of her jarred lover’s head. I expect blowback on this idea but please, please don’t start with those accusations that these are the meanderings of a sex-crazed old lady.         
                                

Sunday, July 7, 2019

When Pretty James Preston Ruled The 1960s Night-A North Adamsville Corner Boy Story-With Nelson Algren’s Walk On The Wild Side In Mind

By Bart Webber 

[You never know what will trigger a long held back of the brain reflex once the power of suggestion rears its mighty head. Recently Seth Garth, a writer whom I have known for a long time and have over that time shared some odd-ball experiences (some may say foolhardy or maybe closer to the nub illegal), wrote what can only be described as an elegy for famous bank robbers with whom he is still in thrall, and has been since he was a kid. You know the obvious ones, the philosopher-king of the profession Willie Sutton, bad ass Pretty Boy Floyd who I really think just had a good press agent or publicity department working to build his legend but it was Seth’s piece so I will let my opinion float in the ether, notorious junkie Bonnie and her dear man Clyde, the quixotic Forest Tucker, Long John Williams and a stack of others.

The one whose name drew my attention, brought back those old-time back of the brain reflexes was when he mentioned the bandit robber hero of our youth, Pretty James Preston. Yeah, in many ways Pretty James (others can go into why he was always called Pretty James in his adult life or would put their own lives in danger by not recognizing him by that moniker, including a clumsy neighborhood copper who attempted to show some disrespect and all he got was several months in the hospital and a permanent limp) was pound for pound the king of the hill, had those names previously mentioned beaten six ways to Sunday when skill and bravado were called for. As often it was since Pretty James rode to his quarry, to some lustful bank, on his Vincent motorcycle, a British product which was extremely fast in those days, had Harleys for lunch, in daylight and by himself (except later when his Molly Murphy would play look-out including that last fateful ride down in Braintree.        

I mentioned above that a guy like Pretty Boy Floyd has a pretty good publicity apparatus to hang his exploits on. Pretty James could have cared less, could have in the term of the times, given a fuck about who knew what he had done except maybe the coppers and that was merely out of professional cunning. What Pretty James did not know was that around the Greater Boston area in the early 1960s when he, motorcycle-bound, pulling a couple of robberies a day it seemed, that a devoted core of young kids, young men were following his exploits, were wishing him well in his struggle to win fame and fortune even if he didn’t seek any silly boy fan club adoration. (Molly Murphy’s adoration was a far different question as we knew quite well since Molly had grown up a few streets from one of our corner boys.) The proof? Some fifty years later guys who have acquired their own fame with big literary and journalistic reputations are still singing his praises.   

Of course none of us were fools, or at least fools in this regard, so we knew that at some point Pretty James was going to go to ground under the weight of his reputation and elan. As far as I recall not one of us cried a tear when we heard the news that Pretty James had cashed his check (I will use that old expression rather than the one I like best, “caught the Westbound freight” since it makes more sense here). The details were sketchy as they always were with police reports but one day Pretty James decided to take a step up, a step on the wild side and grab some dough from the Granite National Bank branch in Braintree which had never been robbed before. Was assumed to be robber-proof. Pretty James had things pretty well scoped out (including have Molly as a look-out who after what happened fled and was never heard from again, at least by our crowd). What Pretty James had not figured on was some rent-a-cop, some old duffer who though the dough was his started blasting away with his revolver nicking Pretty James. Pretty James in turn wasted this clown but the shoot-out, the turmoil threw the timing off and by the time Pretty James hit the streets with his bagful of loot half the Braintree Police Department was in the square. Pretty James gave as good as he got but he was outnumbered and outgunned. Nothing is left to be said except Pretty James Preston wherever your resting place may it be in the peace you never had while alive.  

Below is a story, a older story written by me which kind of ties our feelings about Pretty James together with the contacts some of our guys had with him before he fell down, before he laid his head down. Bart Webber]   
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Josh Breslin as he settled into post-workaday world retirement, having over his years as a writer written his fair share of drivel and star-quality material, had been spending his time these days trying to figure out what he was trying to say to a candid world by his musings, what he was trying to get at by putting pen to paper. He knew he had, like every other journalist, good or bad, written his full share of drivel to pay the bills, to get a leg up in the business, or as in the case of writing about American presidential campaigns had to run screaming in the night more than once, unlike the stalwart late Hunter S. Thompson, Doctor Gonzo who thrived on such fare, when he realized that it was not his writing that fell short but the subject matter. Josh also knew that he had written some excellent work, had been up for awards for his personal histories of growing up poor in the 1950s golden age of the American way, on the rise of rock and roll among the working poor, on the folk minute of the 1960s, and on the search for the great American West night that he along with a whole generation in the 1960s took aim at before the tide ebbed.     

Yeah, Josh had had to chuckle to himself when he thought about how long he had been at the grind, had been writing in good weathers and bad, and that he had seen many changes over the years in the technology of writing. Had been at it a while since he actually did write using a pen in the old days starting out his first drafts in long hand on yellow legal pads using Bic pens information that he had startled a group of younger writers with who could not comprehend doing such an arduous task in the age of computers, spell checks, cut and paste and whatever else a word processor could produce with each added updated software feature. Josh had not surrendered to the charms of the new technology until the last possible moment, having some old time vision of a guy like Ernest Hemingway tommy-gunning on some worn out rusted standard brand typewriter down in the Keys as the proper course for literary lights in his head.

But under the gun of providing funds for his seemingly endless brood of children from three failed marriages, failed for an assortment of reasons, including his constant absences from home, wife number one, infidelity, wife number two, boredom, his and hers, wife number three, he needed to make dough fast and furiously and had had to write, mostly drivel or stuff that he could have given a rat’s ass about like American presidential campaigns, to grab a quick pay check. That campaign business really was tough to handle once, usually about April or May of the election year, he realized he could have taken and written the stuff from the previous presidential cycle and just changed names and dates and nobody would have bothered to check the stuff as long as it came in at a steady pace and was cutting enough, his trademark on politics. But he did his duty, did make provision for alimonies, child support and college educations for the lot. Hell that brood provisioning almost killed him, at least he was ready to walk the plank before it was over. The kids turned out okay so he could wax more philosophical about that whole period these days.

But maybe his current condition, his settling in to retirement, were not the right words although they will do since his mental state these days is not at issue. What Josh had been thinking about deeply lately had been how he of all the crowd in old North Adamsville, excepting always the late long departed Pete Markin who led the way and who was always close to the surface of his thoughts about writing, had spent his entire adult life working the mightier than the sword pen.  How he had written himself into such a wretched state, had frankly gone stale, that in the previous few years before he knew it was time to retire from the public prints he realized he needed to do so because he had been in danger of repeating himself like some senile old hag, some old hack glued to a desk and keyboard with no new ideas except to fake it on some old ideas. That had been why it was important to think through what he had written, about the reasons for his overweening desire to give his, and his kind, voice in a crowded world that only cared about polished things and bright thoughts.        

Josh had written one time fairly recently that in his youth all roads led back to Markin, the old-time high school corner boy comrade Pete Markin mentioned above. That had been yet another one of those times of late when he was stuck for an idea, and then out of nowhere a yellow brick road converted “hippie flower child 1960s school bus” appeared on the Maine ghost highway, the same kind of bus as the Captain Crunch-led  yellow brick road bus that he and Markin had travelled up and down the West Coast on for a couple of years back then, and had given him about six short sketches to work out, he was always kind of lucky that way when the serious subject matter canals seemed closed off. If these days, the past several years if truth be told, a lot of his material seemed same old, same old, a thin soup rehash of really good stuff from about ten or fifteen years before, he had never had anything near a writer’s block, had always scrambled for some small item to flesh out into a few thousand words of printable material, stuff that wouldn’t make him cringe at the sight.     
Markin, who whatever bad end he came to when the deal went down after the 1960s ebb tide when he could not hold himself back from his outrageous wanting habits, had been the guy who encouraged Josh to write. Had, almost to fists, not Markin’s the other guys’, encouraged every guy on the corner to do so, to tell their sidewinder stories to a candid world as he always called the world outside the North Adamsville corner, but it had only stuck a chord with Josh. Even then it was a close thing since it would take several years, a few women who passed by in transit who had tried to encourage him to write, write pretty about them, a few bouts with sister cocaine, bouts shared with Markin who used those bouts to finally succumb to whatever evil instincts he had been able to hold in check when the flood tide was upon them, and a few bouts with his own wanting habits, outrageous or not, for him to take that pen to paper.

Yeah, Markin, who was beginning to get some small but important recognition on the West Coast as a writer, especially after he got back from Vietnam in the early 1970s and wrote for and about guys, fellow soldiers, out in the “jungle” of Southern California where they had made a “home” for themselves along the arroyos, the riverbeds, the railroad trestles and under the bridges who had come back to the “real” world and couldn’t, or wouldn’t adjust, had been the guy who told him he had promise. Had helped him get his first article, an article about a Jefferson Airplane concert where Markin, Josh and a whole coterie from Captain Crunch’s yellow brick road bus had “celebrated” the “honeymoon” of Prince Love (Josh’s moniker out on the West Coast road) and Butterfly Swirl, a young woman surfer girl from down in Carlsbad with a batch of acid, LSD, into print in the old now defunct alternative newspaper, the East Bay Other, his first paying piece, if only a pittance, when they lived out in the Bay area in the early 1970s.            

The late lamented Markin back in the corner days then and forever after known as “the Scribe” for his crazy desire, according to Josh and the other corner boys in front of Salducci’s Pizza Parlor off of Main Street in what they all called, for nobody knows what reason, “the Downs,” the working class section of hometown North Adamsville, to write down every word corner boy leader Frankie Riley uttered. Had been knighted  with that moniker by Frankie, the natural leader of the corner boys, once Markin got into high gear about Frankie’s exploits, some of the stuff probably made up, no, definitely made up, although Frankie never disabused anybody about any of those exploits, and maybe Markin half believed them himself.  That was the beginning for him of his literary career such as it was. Markin would eventually do the P.R., be the “flak” for all the corner boy exploits, all the legal ones, okay, since who knew who would read his stuff some of it which he would fictionalize like the “looking for Saturday” night drives along the Adamsville Boulevard filled with allusions of torrid if sanitized sex, drink and other teenage fantasies, for the school newspaper, The Magnet, or if he was lazy or pressed for time, for some English class assignment.

Markin had been the first to bring forth the idea that guys like the guys who hung out at the corners of the American universal night needed to have a voice, needed to have their left behind stories told. (Gals too but mainly in this period in history, local, American, international history they were “window dressing,” and treated as such, so the material was mostly about guys, and what they thought and did.) Mostly then Markin was blowing air into the fetid night, was preaching to the stars, to Moloch, to the dark holes in the universe that nobody knew nothing about then, or something because nobody, no righteous corner boy, smart or a dunce and there were plenty of both on the corner, including Josh at the time, gave “a rat’s ass,” an overworked expression on the corner once Frankie put it in play after hearing his older brother use the expression after he, the older brother, heard some Devil’s Disciples biker say that when ordering a hamburger after the waitress had asked if he wanted ketchup and that was his reply. Yeah rat’s ass which however exactly fit their collective thoughts at the time, their thoughts about having a voice in the fucking world from which they were being left behind, telling their two bit stories about petty larcenies and utter boredom.      

It wasn’t, at least in Josh’s case, for lack of trying on Markin’s part. Markin, a natural bookworm despite, or maybe because of his corner boy status as scribe, as flak and flak-catcher combined, and, well, as just a natural corner boy as well given his hatred for staying at home where he was subject to seven kinds of hell from a totally frustrated mother and would step out into the night in all weathers to keep his sanity, tried several times to get Josh to read a book, a novel, by an American writer, a guy named Nelson Algren. Algren who had won a big book award for another book of his, The Man With The Golden Arm, about Frankie Machine out in Chicago, a long gone daddy hustler done in by dope, serious dope, heroin which on the corner was subject to ban, to ban on any junkies who were plentiful in Boston where people were into strange kicks but kept out of sight in that small town, had written a book Walk on the Wild Side all about the North Adamsville corner boys and their troubled fates. Not directly about the Salducci Pizza Parlor corner boys but about a character named Dove Linkhorn, a drifter and misfit whose every move to get ahead in the world, a young man of small dreams who failed in even getting them in focus when Josh thought about it later, turned to ashes in his mouth. The corner, and Salducci’s Pizza Parlor was the prime corner for high school corner boys had already had a few guys, guys who burned with some small ambitions, small short-cut to success ambitions like Dove, get their asses kicked for them, grabbed some jail time in a couple of cases when a few scams they were running went south on them. (Doc’s Drugstore over on Newbury Street with his jumping jukebox was for junior high corner boys and Harry’s Variety, Harry’s with the pinball machines, out back illegal liquor and gambling den was for the older guys, high school dropouts or guys who worked a little in the social gradation peaking order of local corner boy society.)    

The important part of the book thought, the part that connected the Doves of the world with the Markins (and Joshes) of the world was that left behind feeling, that they were really being left behind, that there was no place for guys who only had tenuous roots to the new post-World War II order. No place for guys coming up in the projects like weeds like Markin and Josh before Josh’s parents got their American dream shack of a tidy house down in the Acre, the swampy wrong side of the tracks part of town. No place for guys coming up in small cramped houses with no yards, and with no space to think things through, if they cared too. No place for guys who hungered to be drifters, small change con artists, hang around guys, to emulate guys like Red Riley over at Harry’s Variety, guys with time and no money on their hands. Waiting, waiting one foot on the brick corner wall the other on the ground, for something to happen, maybe just anything to move off of square one.

Algren had been talking about an earlier time, about the time before the World Wars when this country had kind of filled up, kind of divided up in those who were going places and those who were going around spinning their wheels. (Markin went crazy when he was a freshman in college in Boston, he would drop out after sophomore year, a serious mistake which cost him two years in the Army in Vietnam in the heat time of that war which took a very deep cut out of him although he did not talk about it much, after hearing in a history class that a professor from Harvard, Frederick something Turner had made up a whole proposition about the effects of the closing of the frontier in a America on those who headed west and ran smack dab into the ocean, and the end of prospects. He had tried to interest Josh in the argument but then Josh could have given a rat’s ass about such bullshit he was trying to get into some girl from Boston University pants.)  Algren speculated in some very nice prose about the rough-hewn immigrants, mostly peasants and displaced yeomen, being pushed out of their countries of origin for usually some nefarious activity, some crime or one sort or another, the status of almost all Americans, and the push west across the continent once the East Coast started filling up that a whole stratum of society, of guys and gals who couldn’t adjust, couldn’t make the cut began to make strange noises, to creep along in the undergrowth of society.

Dove the drifter, the son of the barren southern sharecropper night, none too book learning bright, but what in North Adamsville among his progeny brethren would have been called “street smart,” small town street smart, in the shiftless lay-about night, was the classic profile for those who in a static society would have been fine but in go-go America even during the Great Depression, or maybe because of it, became the classic outlaw, modern outlaw who instead of being hailed as a hero of the individual spirit was as likely to go on some vicious crime spree, was as likely to find himself on the gallows. Or snuffed out by his own hubris, his own small dreams writ large in his brainless fertile mind. Every guy who survived the corner in North Adamsville, including smart guys like Markin and Josh, maybe especially smart guys like them willing to cut about six corners had the mark of the Dove upon them. An indelible mark, something in the genes, the helter-skelter of the gene mix when the immigrants mixed and the land ran out.                    

Of course Josh wasn’t interested in listening to what Markin had to say then, much less read the Algren book while he was in high school, while there were still girls, parties, booze (not drugs then that would come later all the way from low-rent pot to high end cocaine and whatever else came along except that still corner taboo smack, heroin), sex, thoughts of sex, promises of sex, around to fill the desires, the wanting habits as Frankie would say stealing the words from some old blues song sung by some old husky black women his father would play on the record player at home. Didn’t want to listen even when Markin pointed out that the North Adamsville corner boys were not alone in being left behind in the great crush. Hell Markin wanted to make an outraged crusade out of the hard fact that people get left behind, his people, and Josh’s like he could actually do a goddam thing about the matter.

Here’s the reality check. Josh for a time was crazy to ride in Harry’s, his older brother’s souped-up 1949 Hudson hot rod which Harry had refitted almost from scratch with money he made working at Jimmy’s Esso service station (a place where Harry would wind up working as a gas jockey for what seemed like half of his life talking about being left behind, whether he wanted to or not). Markin had told Josh to his disbelief until Markin was able to produce a magazine from Jimmy’s Newsstand downtown which dealt with the hot rods that on the West Coast there were a million guys like Harry. A million guys, rootless, with nothing better to do than “sex up” some long gone daddy of a car maybe a forlorn Hudson like Harry or Studebaker and identify their worth that way. A million guys pumping gas for Mr. Esso, Getty, Shell, a million guys maybe washing cars at a 24/7 car wash, flipping burgers in some greasy spoon, a million gals serving them off the arm in some roadside diner waiting for Marlon Brando to come in so they could tame him.  Nowhere, man, nowhere. Alienated from regular work, alienated from the land that did not need them, out on the great green breast of the world, shackled with nowhere to go but to the East and defeat, or to drown in the Japan seas.        

The thought about some dime store clerk or sweated stained whited uniform waitress “taming” Marlon Brando got Josh to thinking about the other lost boys Markin tried to talk to him about back in the day. The great motorcycle caravan swarming like locust unto the seventh generation. This was whole different order of meanness, the same genes as the hot-rodders who basically only gave a damn about dual exhausts whereas the bikers took their fall from grace personally, wanted to make the square world pay for their troubles. Pay with brass knuckles, a tire iron, or a whip chain and an occasional burning of some town to the ground for sport. What did one writer, one sympathetic writer who nevertheless wisely treated the lot like vipers, yes, the Huns come running amok making ordinary citizens fear they what they had built would come asunder, that they would have to run screaming in the night from what they had built.

Got Josh thinking about the times when the Devil’s Disciples ran a reign of terror around Adamsville Beach in the summer, ran a reign of terror around every good-looking girl in town who walked the streets around town day or night. Yeah, there was a universe of Hell’s bells angels angling in the West Coast night, mainly filling up the state pens in between rampages. Guys strangely with some skills, mechanics mainly, who couldn’t buckle down to a seven to three stretch without raising twelve kinds of hell, who took what was in front of them what they wanted and asked questions later, whose notion of good sex was a be-bop gang bang of some poor misguided star-struck waif who had barely lost her virginity but who would learn fast what was what if she survived the first wave. Yeah, the world, the post-World War II world was filled with misfits, grifters, drifters and twisted sisters. And of course thinking about motorcycle guys just then Josh had something of an epiphany. Had a thought run through his blistered brain about Pretty James Preston, his long gone daddy of a friend from elementary school.             

Josh had to think it through a little, think back the time in the early 1970s when one night he was bored, had broken up with some girl, Markin was in Monterrey for some reason and he went to Markin’s room in the place they were living in Oakland at the time and grabbed Algren’s Walk on the Wild Side. He wound up reading what Algren had to say about Dove Linkhorn’s genetic forbears, about the restless drifters who headed west, really headed west or did so once they knew the score, once they knew the deck was stacked against them, would always be stacked against them, some sections several times over the next days as he finished up the book in a few sittings. Got him thinking about that time, the time he finally figured out what the hell Markin had been talking about in high school when he realized that he had been mistaken, had made a mistake when he thought that all roads led back to Markin. Sure, the road led through Markin whom he met when he was in high school and who had had plenty of influence on and over him but the hard fact was that all roads led back to Pretty James, Pretty James Preston.

Pretty James and Josh had met on the first day of school to start the fourth grade in September 1956 at the old Adamsville North Elementary School near the small North Adamsville Beach which could be seen from the lunch room windows, you know the school cafeteria where they tried seven ways to hell to poison your young life with sixteen variations of pizza served as anything from American chop suey to, well, pizza, which gave Josh many day-dreaming hours looking out at during his six year tenure there. Pretty James had moved to town with his family of four younger brothers and a sister from down south in Eastern Kentucky. They had come, the whole family in a broken down 1947 Hudson with their meager possessions in tow from down, down deep in coal country, down in Harlan of legend in song and story he would find out later, had come north when the mines in that area were starting to give out, or as Josh also figured out later oil and gas had become the new fuels of choice in the latter stages of the revved up industrialization of post-war America in what some sociologists and social commentators would call the “golden age” of the American economy where all boats would rise. (Josh would always give a shrill laugh, would always grit his teeth when there was such talk in the media or in the academy about that time since his own  family, and Pretty James’ too, were left way behind, left among the desperate working poor in that so-called golden age which will be explained a little more in a minute.)

The move had been no accident, had been no let fortune take the wind since Mrs. Preston had been born and raised in Adamsville proper, had met Mr. Preston during World War II at a USO dance in Riverdale a few towns down the coast where she was a hostess and he had been stationed at a Naval Depot before being discharged from the Marines. He had been a good Marine, had seen his fair share of the bloody Pacific War battles and seemed to her a good catch, the “sheik” all the girls called him, and his fellow Marines in semi-mockery as well. After his discharge from the service they had decided, or rather Mr. Preston’s lack of any other skills except being a sharpshooting killer in battle and a coal-miner otherwise had decided, that they would go back to coal country so he could find suitable work. There they ran into a bunch of realties that they had no control over, or little control. First and foremost was that trend away from coal, then as the years passed and work got scarcer that brood expanded to six youngsters well beyond Pretty James’ father’s ability to provide, and finally Mrs. Preston had gotten homesick, gotten homesick by the shunning of other women with families since she was an outsider, and since there was more than one now married woman who still had eyes for Mr. Preston whom everybody, every lady according to Pretty James also called him “Sheik” for his dark good looks. Dark good looks that Pretty James would inherit with the same effect. So they arrived in the summer of 1956 with all their possession practically on their backs.

That arrival was not to bells and whistles by any means. As Pretty James would later explain one winter night when they were up in the room that Josh shared with one of his own brothers his father was not thrilled by the idea of being surrounded by a sea of Northerners who acted like the Civil War had never ended just like his mother had never gotten used to those Harlan women, and their shunning leering looks come red barn dance Saturday night. (In fact Mr. Preston suffered not only from many last hired, first fired jobs of little consequence as he grew older and more despondent about his ill-starred fate but the slings and arrows of anti-rebel taunts that he had hated just after the war which made him decide to head back south again followed him throughout his stay in Adamsville before his early death.)

More to the point Mrs. Preston’s family, she was nee Riley, over in Adamsville had been adamantly against the marriage on religious grounds, on Mr. Preston being a born and raised a Baptist if not a practicing one and she/they being high holy Irish Roman Catholics, when such considerations were more prevalent. Like the religious wars of a few centuries before had never been completely finished and resolved the issue. Pretty’s parents had been reduced to being married in the rectory of Sacred Heart because of the religious differences without her family in attendance. That did not stop Pretty James and Josh from being indoctrinated early on by that very same mother church. Had them get a few rulers on the palms from the nuns (sisters) who ran the Sunday school indoctrination camp for the parish. Had them confessing in some incense-blown confessional with a leering priest ready to absolve them with a the cheap-shots of a few Hail Marys and, get the, Acts of Contrition. Later in life it was best to not get Josh, hell Markin either started on that damn mother church and its insidious ways. Probably Pretty James too but he had already blown off the sacred teachings long before Josh or Markin whether he was a still a nominal believer or not.     

Additionally Daniel Riley, Pretty James’ mother’s father, was a stern old blood red Irish bastard out of the Jehovah prophet school with flaming white hair and fiery eyes from the look of him according to Josh the few times their paths crossed took a dim view of his father’s prospects. Before his retirement old Riley had been a skilled lead specialty welder down at the Gloversville Shipyard the next town down the coast from North Adamsville and sensed that his father would not measure up to that standard, never would make anywhere near that kind of money. (Pretty James’ father wouldn’t, he got work eventually in the shipyard which was the main employer in the area, the main support of the town and area economy, no thanks to old man Riley who didn’t lift a finger to get him into an apprenticeship program, and his father would eventually be among the first lay-offs when the Gloversville owners decided that labor costs would be cheaper in Greece and began the long process of de-industrialization of the American commercial ship-building industry long before globalization talk hit the airwaves and slick journals which devastated the town and from which it still has not recovered.)

Of course all of this knowledge about Pretty’s family and its travails came later, came as Pretty James and his family settled into the Adamsville Housing Authority apartment they were assigned on Taffrail Road up the street from Josh’s family’s apartment on Quarterdeck Lane. Get this “apartment” business straight though this was the “projects” as they would come to be notoriously called when an earlier generation of sociologists and social commentators became alarmed to the hilt about the juvenile delinquency problem that got a big boost from the miseries of such places. The idea of the “projects,” the Adamsville Housing Authority idea anyway, and maybe other such places too, in the immediate post-war period was to provide cheap housing, provide needed housing since material used for normal housing creation had been commandeered for the war effort, had probably been left on Normandy Beach or the Rhine, maybe some island atoll in the Pacific or beneath the ice cold North Atlantic seas, and new housing had been stalled, for returning veterans and their new families.
The idea was also, as Josh checked out later when he was trying to figure out some stuff about whence he had come and what he had missed out on by growing up stark naked poor in such a place, had been that this was a short term solution to the problem That those up and coming vets using their G.I. Bill benefits would abandon such flimsy and cramped desolate housing for the leafy neighborhoods and suburbs of single family structures. Josh had known no other place but the “projects,” had taken on the patina of the place, as far back as he could remember. (The Breslins had actually lived their first year with Josh at Mr. Breslin’s family home over in Riverdale a few towns over but as the family grew that space became too cramped to fit a growing family and since Mrs. Breslin, nee Kelly, had been born and raised in Adamsville and Josh’s father was a veteran, a Marine like Pretty’s father, who had seen serious battles, also like Pretty’s father in the hell-hole Pacific wars they were “entitled” to apply and live in the Adamsville “projects.”)

The year 1956 on the face of it without having to tell anybody back then was both deep in the “golden age” of the American working-class which had had Josh later constantly gritting his teeth every time he heard the expression and a pretty long time to be mired in public housing when all around town, all around school, people were moving into those small but cherished single family houses, mostly ranch houses with breezeways and overhead garages that would show that the family had arrived. Had qualified to dream the American dream in the red scare Cold War night. The turnover even reached into the projects, around the edges where moving vans monthly signaled departures and arrival. The “projects” spoke to that American golden age arrival and what that meant for those imprisoned in the fetid night behind the walls as well as any sociologist or social commentator could do from outside the walls of the self-imposed “ghetto,” a term now out of favor and not used in those days for the lily-white Adamsville apartments but face it the physical, the geographic location of the place on a deserted peninsula with only one road in or out and no on-site supermarkets spoke to ghetto in all its ramifications.

Unlike Pretty James’ father, Prescott, let’s give the man a name even if he was a cypher not understood by Pretty or Josh but who in the end did what he could do and the best he could, who took whatever work, no matter how much below him, how much he was the last man in, first man out Josh’s father had not fared very well, had not adjusted to the “real” world, an expression Markin and his fellow veterans would use later in the Vietnam War that crushed his generation beneath its heel one way or another and is still a floating sore to this day. Josh’s father had received his honorable wounds, received two Purple Hearts for his efforts but had had problems with the nagging wounds, had resolved those problems by an increasing use of alcohol (and somebody had told him years later some bouts with heroin, something out of Frankie Machine, Nelson Algren’s main character in The Man With The Golden Arm although Josh never saw any tell-tale needles or other drug paraphernalia around and he would have remembered that vividly later when he had had his own bouts with sweet dream drugs).
He had before the war, before 1941 and his immediate enlistment in December of that year in the Marines after Pearl Harbor, been an apprentice in the electricians’ program at the Gloversville Shipyard but in a tell-tale sign that things were drifting away at the yard that program had been abandoned in the post-war period as too expensive (it was easier to hire veterans who learned their skills in the military service in the short time before the owners abandoned America for the cheaper labor foreign ports). By governmental policy he was entitled to a job at the shipyard, his last place of employment and so he worked as a general laborer, meaning he would fill whatever spot was necessary on a daily or weekly basis. Several times over the years he was fired for his drinking problem in the days when such problems were swept under the rug, when companies had no policy except firing. Then he would get called back through the union’s efforts.
As 1956 dawned though the writing was beginning to be written on the walls and Josh’s father was let go for good. He thereafter depended on work wherever and whenever he could get it when he was sober enough to show up and give a day’s work. That is the period when to keep the household together Josh’s mother had to go to work, a task well below her dignity as a daughter of a fire department captain, another one of those patriarchs like 

Pretty’s mother’s father, today seemingly to be a dying breed, who cried to high heaven like some Jehovah prophet about the sanctity of the home and a married woman’s place in the scheme of things. Those were also the days when, despite a solid decade of adversity and shame appearances still meant something in the Breslin household and his mother was as sharp-witted about such slights as a divorcee forced to honest toil work to keep from the streets. Moreover fathers were expected, including by the fathers themselves, to be the single bread-winner, a norm that ruled the waves, celebrated on television, both family entertainment shows and in the drag of television commercials which took dead aim at the woman of the house, and the newspapers as the proper nature of the world.
Stay-at-home-mothers were the norm even in the “projects.” Even Mrs. Preston did not work outside the family home. Josh’s mother’s mothers’ hours’ job working had been filling a million variety of donuts in one of the first Dunkin Donut franchises in the country. Damn that still bit at Josh’s collar, still made him mad as hell about his father’s drinking which as far as he knew never stopped (“as far as he knew” because one day in 1964 the old man on another one of his three day drunks, out of work, just left the house, left the town, left with no forwarding address but by then Josh was saying “good riddance”). He would never forget the sullen barely contained enraged look on his mother’s face when she came home smelling of twelve donut fillings, seven kinds of greases, stale coffees, and carrying whatever day’s sugar confections she had rolled on her uniform. Damn, double damn.     
Josh had to switch gears though away from creating his own long way back rage about his mother’s fate and get back to thoughts of Pretty.  Josh had had to laugh as he thought about the way that he and Pretty James Preston had met in that first meeting in that long ago fourth grade class. Met in that ocean view lunch room that day since the class had under Miss (Ms. now, okay) Winot’s stern hand been silent all morning hearing about the six million rules of the class room, the twelve million rules of the school, and the passing out and registering of the books to be used for the year and the added task of covering the damn things with whatever was at hand, usually used paper bags cut to size, scotch-taped and name recorded on the cover for easy discovery in the careless world of kids and books. Mercifully 11:45 came and the class all scattered directly to the lunch room, the bathrooms or to their lockers if parents, mothers had packed a lunch for them. While both Josh and Pretty had relieved themselves in the bathrooms, strangely called Lavatories throughout their school days, “lav” for short, neither boy ever had to go to their lockers for lunch since neither mother had prepared such a repast. As “project” kids they were entitled to a free lunch provided by the city (and who knows with state or federal help but that if it was the case that outside aid was unacknowledged in the days before the 1960s when child hunger drew avid attention, attention to child hunger in the ghettos and down in Pretty’s mountainous Appalachia from which his family had fled mostly, from all sorts of anti-poverty-warriors including more than a few sociologists and social commentators who scorned on such a role for government in the “golden age”).

As in the case with plenty of so-called “hand-outs” those who received such largess had to stand in a separate line for all to see. Since the line went in helter-skelter order the vagaries of fate had Pretty standing right behind Josh. That would on any other day have been cause for no comment one way or the other except when Josh went to receive his lunch James Preston came around Josh’s arm and tried to grab the lunch from out of his hand. In those days Josh was, unlike of late, thin as a rail, kind of puny, and no fighter, no way so James must have figured that Josh’s lunch would be easy pickings. Here’s why James was in such a frenzy to grab Josh’s lunch though threatening to be the subject of murder and mayhem by the lunch ladies if Josh had pressed the issue, had taken step one to “snitch” on James. Simple. James, a growing boy then at least compared to Josh although he would later be classed more as wiry and muscular than any other description, had not eaten in two days and following some well-established law of the jungle learned in the Preston household or more probably in one of those hills and hollows schools down south where it was each kid for him or herself just grabbed out of instinct. Josh sensing menace if he did not give up his lunch accepted the inevitable and let James have his lunch. Except a chocolate chip cookie, and milk to wash it down. James had wolfed down Josh’s lunch and his own almost before they sat down.    

(Josh would remember almost sixty years later the lunch menu- a bologna and cheese sandwich which despite its reputation as fit for only low-rent households and those given “hand-outs” Josh loved as against the desiccated peanut butter and jelly sandwiches or worse the deviled ham ones, a bag of Hunt’s potato chips and a small lettuce and tomato salad not sure of the dressing and that chocolate chip cookie. Heaven as against the culinary take at the Breslin residence especially once his mother started working her mother’s donut shop shifts when half the time breakfast or non-school day lunches would be whatever donuts had not been sold at the shop and his mother would be carrying the inevitable bag brown paper bag filled at her side as she opened the front door to their apartment late at night.) 

That introduction should have put Josh on guard, should have told some inner voice that this was not going to work, that there would almost always automatically be some James Preston transgression. What Josh later, later when he as a young adult began to try to make sense of his childhood world under Markin’s promptings, would learn to call “wanting habits.” Markin, who had been as with many other expressions the original source for the expression although Frankie Riley always got credit for its introduction, had picked up the idea from an old blues singer he had heard on an old scratchy record, had used the term of art when they discussed what drove them in the old days to small-time criminal activity and an over-sized respect for the hoods, gangsters, and corner boys who populated their lives from early on. Josh spend many year, many more years that he needed to, using the expression as a rationalization for his anti-social behavior when they went big time. Much earlier as James Preston began to take his Pretty James Preston persona seriously that hunger became the driving source of his ambition, good and bad. Obviously though there was something about Pretty which drew Josh to him like a magnet, like some long awaited second coming old time biblical prophet in tee shirt, chinos and Keds sneakers who finally showed up at his “projects” door.

While they talked that first day during lunch (stern Ms. Winot brooked no unauthorized talking during her classes, a policy which both boys would eventually test, and lost spending many afternoons doing penance after school), Josh kept silent about Pretty’s soft southern drawl which he was not sure what to make of and which would be the butt of boy jokes. Jokes when Pretty was not around, when around though Josh noticed they were as quiet as church mice after one episode where Pretty did hear talk about his “speaking funny” and he waylaid the guy who made the wisecrack with a swift kick in the “balls.”  A drawl which a year or so later when such things mattered  would drive the girls crazy once they went from “sticks” to “shapes” and put that status as impressable young women together with his smooth talking voice which made the other Northern-bred boys sound like some silly honking illiterates.

The pair talked after school that first day (and many other days as well) of this and that, nothing memorable but as they talked each boy sensed something, something like a kindred spirt, although Pretty was much more driven by the idea of getting out from under the rock of poverty, of getting those “wanting habits” satisfied than Josh could ever articulate then. Josh would always look up to Pretty even later when things turned sour, would look up to his native intelligence exhibited the very first day when they talked along with that larcenous intent with the lunch that colored all his actions. Pretty promised Josh that after that first day he would not “steal” Josh’s lunches, hungry or not, although he made no commitment and none was asked, about any other students, and as would become apparent as that fourth grade year went by Josh would knowingly benefit by more than one or more of Pretty’s schemes to grab lunches, and dough, from the other kids. 

Always had some scheme brewing like the time he made up raffle tickets for a radio, a transistor radio that most kids had heard about but who didn’t possess and wanted once they knew that it could drown out their parents’ music from their existences, sold a bunch and then went out and bought one with the proceeds at Radio Shack after he collected the dough and made several bucks as a result. Or showing that more larcenous side “shaking” down fellow students for their milk money, daring them to squeal. Kids’ stuff, kids’ stuff you would usually grow out of like Josh but there it was if you were looking. Since Pretty shared his loot with Josh he never squawked about what he was up to, never said anything to anybody why would he.       
1956 was a big year in the lives of post-World War II babies, now called baby-boomers to distinguish them from later generations, coming of radio and television age, coming of musical age, coming of age to appreciate, or half appreciate the new music, the thing called rock and roll that was sweeping through the burned over land like some great second awakening, like that second coming that Josh sensed Pretty had been planted down in the “projects” to stir up. Josh had actually been a little behind the wave since the only radio in his family’s apartment was the one in the kitchen that his mother listened to do her daily chores and that radio was invariably set to WJDA the station still playing the stuff that his parents had come of age to, had sloughed through World War II with, the old standards by the Inkspots, Vera Lynn, Peggie Lee, Bing Crosby, and of course Frank, Frank Sinatra which while they sounded tinny, very tinny, to his ear he didn’t have any recourse to hear things differently. Every once in a while some snappy thing would come on like maybe Rosemary Clooney be-bopping away but otherwise no go. Pretty opened a whole new world to Josh, the world of rock and roll which he had discovered through listening to one of his brother’s transistor radios and one night fiddling with the family radio down in Harlan a strange station had come over the airwaves from Chicago Be-Bop Benny’s Rock and Roll Revue from WKLM where this crazy ass sound was ripping up the airwaves.

Guys snapping be-bop fingers, guys playing some rhythm guitar chords that reached deep into Pretty’s psyche. By the way on that transistor radio Pretty had to explain what the damn thing was since Josh had never seen one, and was not sure if he ever had heard about the gismo but he could hardly believe his eyes when Pretty showed him his brother’s one afternoon after school. A pint-sized radio that did not need to be plugged in but ran on batteries. Best of all you could take it anywhere, take it away from prying parents or siblings and put it close to your ear and shut the world out and the music in. Josh made such a stink about getting one that next Christmas his parents, and who knows where they got the money since his father was on one of his periodic lay-offs for drunkenness, had to buy him one at the Radio Shack. Even today Josh considered that item the greatest Christmas gift he has ever received.       

Pretty James was not only way ahead of Josh in knowing what was what in the new jail-break world of rock and roll despite his tender age but already had his future mapped out-he was going to be the next big thing after Elvis, after Elvis was sure to fade or die but in any case vanish from the scene once Pretty got his big break. Now everybody who knew him back then conceded that Pretty was well a good-looking boy, looks inherited from the old Sheik. As it turned out he also had a pretty good voice for a pre-teenager so maybe he wasn’t blowing smoke about that dream, Josh never took his idea as anything but good coin. Certainly a look at his section of the bedroom that he shared with a brother looked like a fan’s room, with photographs of Elvis all over (and an occasional notation that Elvis was passé written in ink over his face place there by Pretty when he was in high dudgeon).

Josh bought into Pretty’s dream no question, not as much as Pretty himself but quite a bit. Now this Pretty dream thing to get out from under what looked like his fate as a poor boy working stiff which he sensed was his fate early, a fate just like his father’s fate, drove him to more than dreaming. Pretty had plans, he always had plans, good or bad, he had plans. In those days a lot of churches and other organizations that dealt with kids, with young people, along with parents and the authorities, authorities meaning cops and judges, freaked out about what guys like Elvis were doing to the morals of the youth, what with all the screaming over every move guys like Elvis made. Were freaked out by the seemingly lascivious dancing wildly hips gyrating, that was coming into vogue. Some of the freaked out tried to stamp the thing out by banning every possible activity where rock and roll might break out.

Other, including the young pastor, Father Lally, of Sacred Heart Church where Pretty and Josh went to Mass, went with the idea that if you couldn’t fight them, join them. Or at least try to control what otherwise would get out of hand. So the parish would sponsor a monthly rock and roll talent show (the other weeks would be covered with dances with Father Lally acting as DJ, and general wet blanket filtering out the really good stuff that was being played even on the cautious Boston radio stations). The lure-a first prize of fifty dollars to the winner. Fifty dollars an unheard of sum which both Josh and Pretty agreed they had never seen in person (it was actually a United States Savings Bond so it wasn’t really fifty right away dollars but fifty in the fragile saving by and by in defense of that tattered American way everybody kept talking about, the stuff that even today makes Josh seize up). Naturally Pretty decided without question that he would enter, and win.                    

Pretty figured all the guys would probably do some Elvis cover, might shake their hips and swivel, make all the girls scream, make them boil up with whatever slight sexual stirrings they might be percolating in their mixed up young bodies. Pretty had another idea, an idea to set him apart, to make his mark. He kept hearing this crazy beat by a guy named Bo Diddley, a beat that spoke to him, that made Bo a different cat than Elvis. So Pretty decided to do a cover of Bo’s Bo Diddley, a big hit then.

The night, the Friday night of the talent show, that would be Pretty’s selection. The event was held in the church auditorium adjacent to the church proper and Father Lally had arranged with some local musicians who made their money doing covers of all fashionable rock and roll songs to back up each contestant. Josh had endlessly heard him practice the song, and after hearing some of the goofs sing and the off-key boloney, guys and girls alike, Josh figured Pretty who really did have a good voice was a shoo-in. When Pretty’s turn came he knocked the song for a loop. After he was done though a young guy not a parent, an older guy, maybe twenty yelled out, “Hey, James Preston is singing nigger songs.” And with that single sentence Pretty lost the contest to some goof guy who did a silly sloppy version of Love Me Tender. Whatever anybody thought of Pretty’s performance no way were those who made up the bulk of the audience who would decide the winner, hearty and bedraggled Irish Catholics, or at least Catholics, who were fearful, yes, fearful of some black invasion going to support a young boy who was covering a song by what in a quaint public version of what they thought called a “colored man.”   

That is the way the deal went down, went down in such a way where Pretty might have just had an inkling that the cards of life were being stacked against him. Pretty, or Josh for that matter, did not know what Bo Diddley looked like, didn’t know he was a black man. How would they since neither the Breslin nor the James household had television like a rapidly increasing number of households in the days when a television was yet another sign of those who had arrived. The only way they knew any singer was from the radio. And the radio, the rock and roll radio stations anyway, were not telling the race of the singers in those days. So no way in all-white North Adamsville and in an all-white housing project which was beset by most of the same racial animosities as were being played out down south in the same period was a guy covering Bo Diddley going to win any damn talent show. After that Pretty went back to covering Elvis stuff for a while but he entered no more church-sponsored rock and roll talent competitions.                  

Pretty laid his head down for a while, no question, but his hunger or whatever it was driving him to get out from under what it looked like fate had in store for him was much stronger that whatever momentarily blips in the road were blocking his path. Hell, half of being a kid was falling down and then picking yourself again or else childhood, teenager-hood would be an unremittingly horror. So Pretty sulked for a while but one of the benefits of having been “on the stage” was that a lot of people, a lot of young girls really, who may or may not have shared the general racial animosity against blacks in whatever form that might take, started taking their peeps at him, started see him in their nighttime dream. It was shortly after that fiasco, maybe six months later, when James Preston got his nickname, his moniker that he would carry through the rest of his blasted life. As girls started getting their peeps at him, as those same girls began to turn from “sticks” and general nuisances to “shapes,” and, well, kind of interesting they would try to do a little primitive flirting with him.

James reacted like most boys, although he was aware that girls existed, knew that they would form an important part of any audience when he made his big move to stardom, he nevertheless would taunt them, would almost be ready to hit them during school and outside. One girl, Rosalind, Rosalind Borden, who had a huge crush on him and who was something of the class beauty if there was such a category then said some silly remark to him and he swore back at her, called her a “bitch.” Rosalind told the teacher. Told not the hoary old Miss (Ms.) Winot from fourth grade who would have had her ruler out to place upon his palm but soft-hearted and soft-headed fifth grade teacher Miss Devlin who would the next year get married to some businessman and leave teaching, and rather that scolding him told the whole class that nobody as pretty as James could have really meant that foul expression. Although he was forced to stay after school and apologize to Rosalind the name Pretty James began to stick. He fought guys if they said it at first just like he fought guys who made fun of his southern drawl, sneered at girls with fire in his eyes when they said it but eventually he accepted his fate, would not fight or sneer as long as everybody called him by the full moniker, Pretty James Preston. (Only later when he entered his short high school career would he allow the sole name Pretty to be used by anybody referring to him.)              

Although Pretty had sworn off doing the church talent shows, began to call them the equivalent of a low-rent scene where no real talent could emerge (Josh thought as he remembered back, thinking about Pretty’s take on the matter of his talent show loss, that everybody has had their bouts of self-justification to break the hurt so let a child, a broken down child have his illusions) he became a fixture at those church dances which were held the Friday nights of the weeks when the talent show went dark. (Friday night by the way, get this, being the weekend night of choice by Father Lally with parental blessing since having the events on Saturday night would perhaps allow people to stay up too late and possibly miss Mass on Sunday in the days when they had not expanded the Mass schedule to include a late Saturday afternoon service. To avoid that possibility later when people started heading to  Cape Cod or Maine early Sunday morning, or just party all night, rather than attend Mass and miss their weekly obligation. Smart, very smart.)

Once Pretty started drawing attention, attention from those young girls who agreed with Miss (Ms.) Delvin about his looks he started attending the dances. Dragged Josh along too although he, Josh, had not quite gotten to see girls as interesting rather than necessary nuisances. Pretty started attending the dances too so that he could try to dance with Rosalind Borden whom in the boy-girl mix-up and mismatches had grown cool on him, had gotten over her crush but in the reverse double-twist of youth Pretty had developed a crush on her.       

Pretty may have had a crush on Rosalind as did most of the boys, even some older boys since she really was a budding beauty, the prettiest girl in fifth grade, the year she began to get her shape, maybe of the whole elementary school but he also had a secret plan for her. See Rosalind at those dances showed that she had some very good if entirely proper dance moves. (That “entirely proper” meaning not going wild like some of the older girls, the sixth grade girls, or heaven forbid the junior high school girls later, as seen on television, seen on American Bandstand , by those who had televisions, or had looked in the store window at Raymond’s downtown where they had the latest models in the windows turned on at all hours to entice sales to those who did not have one in the bosom of their homes, but with a little jiggle here a little swerve there, all innocent and watched over by the eagle-eyed Father Lally). Pretty had some moves that he had practiced with his sister for a purpose.

After a while the rock and roll talent show idea had lost steam, people were tired of, according to Pretty, the same old lame songs sung by the same old lame singers, squaresville and so Father Lally, probably also sensing that the worst of the rock craze was over now that Elvis was in the Army, or going in, or died or something closed the event down and replaced it with a yet another dance, a monthly dance talent show where first prize would also be that donkey fifty dollar United States Savings Bond (not worth that much until maturity years later which was the idea Father Lally or whoever donated the prize had in mind to encourage saving, saving for college or something not spending at Doc’s Drugstore or Salducci’s Pizza Parlor on immediate gratification). That announcement got Pretty’s interest up. Got him thinking that his day had come, finally, and that winning would lead to American Bandstand, or something where all the cool dancers were.

Pretty eventually talked Rosalind into being his partner for the first dance contest. As it turned out she still had had a “small crush” (her expression) on Pretty and between that spark and Pretty’s pretty advanced “sweet talk” that he would later develop into a science (and still later would abandon for more sullen expressions of his desires). That Friday night there were probably twenty couples on the dance floor doing small clean step shakes and rolls, all within the guide-lines. The idea was that Father Lally and a couple of his lay cronies, lame church guys with dour looks and penny-pinching pouts, would walk around the floor during whatever was being played on Father Lally’s old time record player floor and eliminate couples as being too corny or too awkward or whatever reason until after five or six songs they got down to two couples who would do a dance-off in the center of the floor for the fifty bucks. As expected Pretty and Rosalind were one of the last two pairs standing for the dance-off. After an intermission the two couples went to the center of the floor. The music which they had no prior knowledge started, the now old-fashioned version of Bill Haley’s cover of Shake, Rattle and Roll. The other couple, a little older, went through their motions as expected, safe stuff.

During intermission though in a frenzy of trying to win Pretty had talked Rosalind into “going wild,” lots of gyrations and what would be called sexually suggestive moves but that he called, innocently or not, just going all out. To please Pretty she agreed. After the first few beats when Bill started wailing so did our pair, making all kinds of wiggles and waggles with Pretty and Rosalind finishing up an almost sexual pose with him swerving over her as she bent her knees backward like they were going to do the sex act or something. They had seen that move on a show on television and Pretty had decided it was time to bring that to North Adamsville. Wrong. The kids went wild but needless to say Father Lally and his cronies gave the pair the boot. Told them they would have to go to confession. Worse, Rosalind’s parents forbade her from seeing Pretty, although she secretly did so until her family moved away at the end of the school year when her father got a promotion in his job. 

It was never made clear but up and coming Rosalind’s father did not like the idea of his daughter hanging around with a hoodlum, a sex maniac from the projects, since they lived in one of new ranch houses that were being built at the other end of the school district. Pretty took it hard, took the loss pretty hard, took the loss of the dance contest as one more sign that the world was against him. Took Rosalind’s going away hard too since they had started the first ignorant groping of sex and he had told Josh he had her ready to do whatever he wanted, if he knew what he wanted in that department what with all the ignorance about sex around at the time, one night when they had their lips locked. See no parent told any kid what was what in the sex department like they should, and like they do nowadays although Josh had heard on a public radio talk show that there was still plenty of resistance to “doing the birds and bees”, stuff, especially among fathers with their daughters. So everything was learned on the streets from older brothers and sisters, or wise guys, all of whom were woefully ignorant about the facts as much as they might show some knowledge in public.              

Pretty, despite a certain sullenness of mood that Josh noticed as becoming more prevalent when things did not go his way, continued to draw the girls to him after Rosalind left, after his second defeat for being what would later be called a “free spirit,” would later be called “doing your own thing.” The thing that held him up was a certain amount of ego, a certain sense which he mentioned to Josh more frequently as time when on that he would someday be famous, that he would shed the whole low-rent scene and make it big, make it in his own way. Those spurts of future grandeur usually were expressed at a time when his father was yet again being laid off of some crummy job and he would feel more keenly the many times expressed desire not to wind up like his father whom he now started call the “old man.” Josh was going through his own problems at the time from the small ones about what to do, if anything, about girls because since Pretty was attracting them in swarms he was giving Josh his “rejects” (Pretty’s term) and he had to figure out something fast and big ones like his father’s increased drinking. Which was at a new stage, he would go on three day toots (Josh’s expression picked up from his maternal grandmother who in her disapproval would call them that) without warning and without explaining where he was going, or worse, worse for Josh if he was coming back.                 

Pretty swore off the whole church social scene, the dances and all after that fiasco with Rosalind. Began long before Josh to miss Mass, to miss Sunday school and to forget about his obligation to confession when he did “bad” as Josh’s mother called it when Josh did so. His new plan was push him further outside the projects, and outside the church. In 1958 for all those who cared to see the initial rock and roll craze led by Elvis, Bo, Chuck Berry and Bill Haley had run its course. Had come to an impasse between parent outrage, parent outrage directed toward those sponsoring the devil’s music, school, church and town father’s outrage that youth was going to hell in a handbasket and they had to do something. Had to clamp down. Going the other direction though was this overwhelming desire of the kids to hear rock music. To hear some new stuff, to have some new teen idols. What a lot of record companies and radios stations were doing at the time was promoting talent searches, looking for the new “next Elvis” who would bring some life to their label or lift their ratings through the roof. Hell if an iterant truck driver from Tupelo down in goddam Mississippi could light up the stars then there must be some more talent out there. So all around in big towns and small talent search shows became a big thing.

That phenomenon hit North Adamsville in the winter of 1958 when WMEX the big rock station in Boston and Ducca Records sponsored a talent show there. What the radio station and record company were doing was putting on a series of local talent searches around Eastern Massachusetts with the local prize for the winner a trip to the regional finals in Boston where the prize to that winner would be a record contract. Beyond that Pretty was not sure what would happen when he told Josh about the event after reading about it in a rock magazine and seeing posters in downtown North Adamsville announcing the event. 

Pretty, who really did have a decent voice and if things had worked out differently might have made it to lounge lizard status filling up the air in hotel bars and other such outlets, went all out on this on. Had Mr. Lannon the music teacher at Adamsville Junior High give him some music lessons after  he, Mister Lannon, saw that he had promise. Pretty’s idea was to do a cover of the Everly Brothers’ When Will I Be Loved  a song that was kind of sweet and plaintive which was the way that rock seemed to be headed, headed away from the sexy saxes and sizzling guitar licks to a more subdued beat. Headed toward music parents might even like, or at least tolerate. The talent search was going to be held at the North Adamsville High auditorium so Pretty wanted to look good to fit in with the cleaner image that rock was trying to project. He did not own a suit, and his regular school clothes were bought cheaply at the Bargain Center and a mishmash at best, or were hand-me-downs from older brothers also purchased at the “Bargie.” He started a campaign in his house to get if not a suit then a sports jacket to wear at the audition. His mother told him flat out no way could they afford to go to Robert Hall’s and pick out a jacket, forget that. They compromised on her buying material, at the Bargie of course, and her making a jacket for him.

The night of the search Pretty was all fired up, sure he was going to win, despite the competition. Looked good, looked sharp in that sports jacket his mother had just finished sewing that afternoon. The James’, Josh, Josh’s mother (not father though) and their respective siblings were in the audience and were ready to cheer him on. A lot of girls from school were there as well since this was billed as the biggest rock event to hit the town, ever. Josh came down from backstage where the performers were forming up and told his family and fans that he was number five on the card and they should not go anyway.

The first couple of acts were nothing, cheap Elvis imitations which even the singers seemed ashamed of. The third act though had Josh worried. It was a three sisters’ act doing a doo-wop classic He’s So Fine. They nailed it, nailed it tight and certainly with doo-wop, doo-wop girl groups beginning to be a rage they were in the catbird’s seat to move on. If Pretty was fazed he didn’t show it when he came on and began his song. Then the roof fell in. About half way through the song as Pretty was making some moves with his arms one of the sleeves of his jacket came off and went into the audience. The young girls started screaming in delight and two girls fought each other for the cloth. No sooner had that occurred then the other sleeve went into audience. Pandemonium. See the girls saw that as part of his act. Later, after the show, it turned out that Mrs. James had been rushed to finish the garment and only lightly sewed the sleeves in place. Naturally the judges took Pretty’s performance as some kind of wise guy novelty act and awarded the advancement to Boston to those three sisters and their doo-wop song.

The next day and for weeks after all the girls at school were all over Pretty. Needless to say the now eager Josh was ready to grab any “rejects.” Although he didn’t say much about it at the time, or later Pretty kind of snapped after that defeat, didn’t talk about a big music career after that, didn’t try-out in later talent searches. That was kind of a watershed when Josh thought back on it. Pretty started talking more about there being other ways to “get back at the world” (his expression) and smiled and laughed much less. Although Josh was rooting for Pretty those sisters really were better than Pretty but he never mentioned that to him and the whole thing faded in a blur as time when on and Pretty made new plans in his head. (Those three sisters, the Marveltones would go on to win in Boston, get that Ducca Record contract, have a single, Baby, Be Mine, and then faded from the scene as “one hit” wonders. So who knows what would have happened if Pretty had won.)

Pretty, Josh, Zack, Sam, Johnny Jams, Jimmy “Clips” and a few other kids who hung around together through junior high and had come out of the projects were not above some petty larceny to meet their “wanting habits” needs. Were what the sociologists later would call “corner boys,” lost sullen boys, juvenile delinquents, JDs, kids who would have their inevitable first brush with the law, with the courts early, would make some move that would draw legal attention, sent them all to reform school and forget them, okay kids from poor neighborhoods, and the “projects” qualified for that designation big time. While Pretty still had hopes for his music career he held those wanting habits in check, sometimes. But the “art” of being a corner boy, of emulating the older corner boys who passed on the tradition involved grabbing what you could when you could. Not figuring the consequences or if figuring the consequences would shrug them off as overhead. Hell it was going to be a short not so sweet life so what difference did it make.  

The start of any larcenous career in the projects, a tradition passed down from the older boys stuck there, stuck the same way Pretty and Josh were but longer, who took note of the younger boys to help fill their depleted ranks as they headed off to the prisons or working as gear monkeys somewhere, who in their turn had learned the trade through the grapevine of the corner life going back to legendary Red Riley’s time in the late 1930s was the “clip,” the five-finger discount. (Red who wound up spending half his life in the state pen, some state pen including a stretch in New Hampshire, mostly for armed robberies was an urban legend around North Adamsville as a native son and especially when rumors were around that he was part of the great Brink’s armored truck robbery of the 1950s although that rumor was never confirmed before he passed.)

The “clip” was simplicity itself and kind of separated out the amateurs from the aficionados, separated the potential future criminals from the wannabes. Strangely, given what happened later Pretty was not the first of the boys in his corner who did the clip. That honor belonged to Jimmy “the Clip” Jenkins who wound up in real estate (don’t laugh at that seemingly fluid trajectory, please). Jimmy had moreover worked the deal solo his first time out. Had gone, and this will serve as a prime example here of the art form, up to Kelly’s Jewelry Store and grabbed an onyx ring without getting caught.

Usually though the clip worked best when there were two involved like the time that Pretty was trying to impress some girl and to show his eternal “devotion” just had to get her a ruby ring. That was harder since the more expensive rings were on a board right where Mr. Kelly could see what was going on. That’s where the second guy, in this case one Josh Breslin, worked out as a diversion asking to be shown some goof rings. Bang, done. The girl was impressed, impressed enough to give Pretty what he wanted from her, although Pretty was beautiful enough to the girls and still had a soft line of patter then he might very well had had her anyway without the ring but you never know. Of course rings and jewelry were the high end of the clip, guys might grab anything from cheapjack food or cigarettes to clothes to almost anything that seemed clip worthy.

No question the clip was the rage among the poor boys of the projects but as Pretty got older, after he had taken a few beatings in his efforts to be the king of rock and roll he got more serious about grabbing stuff. Sometimes just for the dare of it but more frequently as some kind of compensation for whatever raw deal he thought the world had shackled him with. That would culminate in Pretty’s biggest caper during Josh’s time with him, stealing a motorcycle and running wild in the streets with the damn thing when he was thirteen. This occurred just before Josh and his family finally left the projects for a single shack of a house that his mother had dreamed about, the idea of her own home that had animated her since her own youth (and who would come to regret having dreamed such dreams when his father abandoned them later in 1964 and not being able to pay the mortgage had to sell the house and move into an apartment with her brood). There were certain signposts along the way of Pretty’s switchover from basically just an average poor kid with maybe exalted dreams and crazy ass schemes and something else, a guy with a certain chip on his shoulder although on any given day, especially if some girl had pledged her undying devotion, or scheme worked out well, you would see sparks of the old Pretty.

But increasingly Pretty talked, mostly to Josh among the corner boys at Doc’s Drugstore not far from Adamsville Junior High where they hung after school, played the jukebox, gave the girls the once over, of the raw deal he and his people got in the world, and as time went on the talk centered more on the specific indignations that befell him. Not political stuff but just a gnawing feeling in his gut. It started with some odd-ball impulse “clips,” the clip of a set of golf clubs from Raymond’s Department Store just prove he could do it (he just walked out of the front door of the store pass the security guard with the clubs on his shoulder nobody thinking that someone would steal the damn things). Beyond the dare of it he had intended to sell the clubs, which he did, to grab some dough for something else he wanted.

That became the classic Pretty pattern. The motorcycle steal was something else. Although Josh was slowly drifting away from Pretty once he figured that the life of the petty criminal was just too taxing for him, more work than figuring out some other way to grab dough, more taxing that reading the books which he loved to do he still hung out with Pretty as long as his family stayed in the projects. Something about the daring element in Pretty would always attract him, as it would later with Markin in high school and beyond, and still later with Benny Gold. So he didn’t know whether to laugh or cry when Pretty proposed his idea of grabbing a motorcycle from Big Boxer Bellamy. Big Boxer meaning exactly that, he was some kind of champion at the Golden Gloves, maybe semi-pro level, you know filling local small venues like the National Guard Armory with people, even women, mother women, who couldn’t afford, or who couldn’t get to the bigger arenas, so they could watch a couple of guys beat themselves bloody and sweaty, who had parlayed some small fame into getting a motorcycle. An old used Indian which still blow away every hog Harley then being touted by guys from the West Coast like Blood Madden. Yeah those were the days when Harley was touted as the big ass bike but which an Indian could blow away and have time to cool off before the other rider finished. 
Of course bikes and bad boy bikers were held to some kind of almost religious worship by the younger corner boys in the projects, including, or rather especially Josh who would write many, many articles about outlaw bikers and outlaw biker culture before his rested his pen after coming across some Angels on the coast and having reading the late Hunter Thompson on the subject. Pretty, who had turned into a wiry, hard muscled, lanky tough thirteen year old whom nobody in junior high messed with after he waylaid Frankie De Angelo the then-reigning tough guy in the school just went outside Dan’s Gym where Big Boxer trained during the week and somehow “hot-wired” the ignition, revved her up and took off. Was gone half the day down toward Cape Cod, having to stop occasionally when he couldn’t figure out how to maneuver the damn thing.

By the time he got back Big Boxer had come out of gym roaring mad. Pretty just brought the bike to a stop, gave Big Boxer a look and that was that. That began the real Pretty legend. Nobody could figure out why Big Boxer, who certainly could have waylaid Pretty if it came to that, didn’t waste him. Mostly Pretty’s corner boys thought it was one tough guy recognizing another, part of the brotherhood and that was that. Josh later after meeting Angels and the like sensed that Big Boxer saw something in that Pretty look that spoke of murder and mayhem and had thought twice about his upcoming career and backed off. Nobody was going to say anything one way or the other to either youth, not and live to tell the tale. In any case that was the start of the Pretty legend that would continue as long as he drew breathe.

Even after Josh’s family moved to that hovel across town Josh not knowing any other existence except the projects continued for a while to go back to the projects to visit his old corner boys, to visit Pretty mainly to see what new and exotic thing he was up to. Here is where there were plenty of contradictions in age thirteen Pretty. He had forsaken after that last debacle talent search with the runaway jacket sleeves any thought of being a rock and roll king but still kept up a lively interest in what was happening in the rock world, always had something to say about the latest big hits. Josh loved to walk or bicycle across town to hear what Pretty had to say about the new crop of clean-cut young men who were coming up after Elvis, Jerry Lee, Chuck, Bo and the rest had died or whatever happened to them as they existed the consciousness of the be-bop rockers. He did that for the better part of a year until he realized that he had moved on a bit, wasn’t one of the old gang anymore, wasn’t on that Doc’s corner so what was he doing on their corner. He would still keep up with Pretty’s exploits, would run into him once in a while before Pretty dropped out of high school as he turned sixteen saying that there was nothing school could teach him anymore that he could get by just taking what he wanted.

That “dropping out” was after the first series of police noticing episodes which culminated his getting his own first bike, his first Norton. The highlight of that early stretch had been a daylight armed robbery of Johnny’s Esso station over in Riverdale of several hundred dollars. Everybody knew Pretty had done the deed, had been drawn in by the coppers for investigation and identification by the scared out of his mind gas jockey who when confronted with Pretty in the room denied it was him. That despite the cold hard fact that Pretty gassed up his bike there regularly. Pretty walked, and his legend grew. 

Over the next couple of years Josh would hear through the interconnected corner boy grapevine, or sometimes on the radio about other small armed robberies of gas stations, liquor stores, and small supermarkets by a “lone wolf” biker in the days when such things exited before the world of either big box supermarkets or convenience stores took the air out of such ventures. There were also rumors afloat that Pretty was mixed up with a gang of professionals who were robbing banks around the South Shore in the days when there were plenty of independent small mom and pop banks just waiting to be hit. All the rumors about the gang involvement pointed to a silent young guy who was not the boss of the operation but who made sure in no uncertain terms that whoever was being held up and whoever else was in the bank at that same time did not do anything foolish-like setting off an alarm. Josh also heard that plenty of girls, older girls too, women, were pleased as hell to ride behind Pretty James Preston, a couple from North Adamsville High too who let it be known through the infallible “lav” grapevine that they gave Pretty whatever Pretty wanted, and smiled when they said that.

Mostly though Josh was caught up in the drama of his own sex life, or lack of it, lack of dough too. In those days kids could hardly wait, unlike a lot of kids today, to get their driver’s licenses and get their first car, or if need be borrow a sedate father’s sedan. Josh’s situation tended to be desperate, having neither the resources to have a car of his own not a father in the critical junior and senior years of high school who owned a car, or finally even around (that family car, interspersed with not having a car was a constant through his whole youth contingent on whether his father cared to keep up the expense of a car or spent it on whiskey at the Dublin Grille come pay day. Along the way the grim “repo” man could be seen driving away cars from in front of the house or the Grille that were being repossessed for non-payment). That was the constant problem whenever he had a date with Mimi Murphy his enflamed love from school with whom he was having trouble getting pass first base.

Josh and Mimi had met in Miss (Ms.) Soros’ English class early in junior year and both loving literature kind of struck it up when they had to do a joint book report together with a couple of other classmates who had formed a panel and gave a presentation before the class with pair basically taking the lead and the others held back. Over the course of junior year they dated, seemed to be an item although Mimi was always unhappy they couldn’t go anywhere unless they double-dated with one of her or Josh’s friends, had to take the dreaded public bus with all the other car-less geeks to places. The toughest nut to crack though with Mimi, and a source of constant anguish and frustration was that she wouldn’t “put out,” “do the do” as the Salducci Pizza Parlor corner boys called it after hearing a wild bluesman, Howlin’ Wolf, sing a song by that name on WBLM, the blues and jazz station that they would listen to when thing started to get corny on WMEX the formerly legendary local rock station that was playing some awful stuff some nights (and wouldn’t play the sexual innuendo-filled Wolf classic, Little Red Rooster).

Yeah, Mimi Murphy, red-headed, green-eyed, slender, well-proportioned with great legs wouldn’t have sex with Josh for the perfectly good, to her, reason, that she was a true blue devout Irish Catholic girl who was saving herself for marriage. And wouldn’t budge from that position. (Of course Josh when among his corner boys was lying like crazy, as they probably were to, that he was getting his way with her. Whether they believed him or not, or he them when they told the “story” nobody ever called anybody out on the question.)

Things came to a head between Josh and Mimi in the summer between their junior and senior years, or came to a head maybe was not the right way to say it but Josh’s world changed that summer. One late afternoon they were walking, Mimi still not happy about all the walking they did to get wherever they were going, down toward Adamsville Beach when they heard the roar of a motorcycle come up from behind them and then stopped in front of them blocking their way, Pretty James Preston of course. He had grown a little since Josh had last seen him, seemed too much like an adult and not a kid of eighteen but naturally if those bank robbery rumors were true he would have had to have grown up very fast or fallen down. He gave Josh a nod, a nod that turned into “long time, no see,” but also a nod and look that he had known Josh and Mimi would be walking down toward that beach sometime and this was the day that he would make his move. Without any further talk he nodded to Mimi looking to the back seat of his bike, and with no words spoken Mimi got on the back of that bike and they rode off down the boulevard. That was the very last time Josh Breslin ever saw Mimi Murphy, or Pretty either.

Josh was thunderstruck by Pretty’s audacious move like he had planned it for years to get some revenge for some supposed slight but that seemed too far-fetched. That pure- bred Mimi would take off with him in the fresh day air seemed crazy too but that was that. Over the next couple of years while he finished up high school and started college he would heard rumors about Pretty and a red-headed girl being seen at various locations in places fifty or one hundred miles away. The rumor that cut him to the quick though was the one started by Mimi’s younger sister, Martha, about the time the very next day after Mimi and Josh had the run-in with Pretty that she had gone home to grab a suitcase and some personal effects to leave with Pretty wherever he wanted to go. Mimi had told her that she had let Pretty have his way with her, had done the “do the do” and she loved it. Damn, thought Josh at the time, he really not been aware that a little more aggressiveness might have paid off. It was not until years later, after many more experiences with women, women not afraid to speak of sexual desire for themselves, that Josh realized that it took a beautiful hard-assed “take no prisoners: guy like Pretty James Preston to get Mimi’s juices flowing, to be at one with the time of her time.   

One day while Josh was in his sophomore year at Boston University he happened to be home when a report came over the television that a lone armed gunman identified as James Preston had been killed in a shoot-out after attempting to rob the Braintree branch of the Granite National Bank. The sketchy first details were that the bandit had entered the bank with his gun out and told the six people present including a guard to go to a corner and be quiet. He told the bank manager to fill up the satchel he was carrying with money. The manager did so and as Pretty was leaving the guard decided for some reason to be brave and pulled his gun to shoot Pretty. He got one round off which hit Pretty in the left shoulder before Pretty shot him dead. The delay, the commotion in busy downtown Braintree in daylight, alerted the police who cornered Pretty on the Commons. In the ensuing shoot-out Pretty was killed in a hail of bullets. During the investigation into the matter later a witness had come forward identifying a young thin red-headed woman, perhaps pregnant, who was standing across the street at the time of the robbery and who when the bandit exited the bank as the police approached vanished. She was never found. Rumors later of indeterminate reliability through Martha had Mimi working in a whorehouse up in Portland, Maine or in a department store in that same town. Josh had planned to go up there sometime but he never did and the whereabouts of old flame Mimi Murphy were never discovered by him.

So ended the short sweet life of Pretty James Preston. Yeah, Josh thought as he finished his remembrances all roads led back to Markin, no question. But if you think that was the end of it, think that all roads didn’t lead back to one Pretty James Preston too you are crazy .