New York City, 1950s New Jack City for the
jack-worthy, not big enough for million worded jacks (or jills), not in the end,
but for a while you could hear that old caged bird sing, sing some Billie Holliday
swing low, swing misty, swing along nod sway song, maybe a little boy-juiced,
but swaying, some Dizzy dizzy salt peanuts tune, maybe a little tea-time dizzy,
some high white note stuff every once in a while just to keep things
interesting, some, well just name your cool as a cucumber jazzman Lester blowing
that big sexy sax at the end, Gerry, Dave Brubeck, Charlie Gabriel trumpet
blowing early, some more experimental guys, Monk, mad monk riff piano riffing monk
, on top of the heap, sweaty in a hundred cool as a cucumber midnight cafes,
The Swan, The Gaslight, Benny’s, The Hi Hat, and the beloved Red Fez (red to
make you sunset dream, sunset tea dream, fez to make you think Africa calling,
calling home her children), drawing, drawing can you believe this, the Mayfair
swells like in old Duke Cotton Club high Harlem night Scott Fitzgerald bathtub
gin jazz age time.
Maybe Time Square, flamed never-ending lights of
hell-lit up, neon- lit, gas-lit, 24/7/365-lit, lit to the gills, lit against
the jack-rolling crime night back alley
big city simplicity itself just some
chain, or an off-hand pipe, behind the knees, crumple easy to the ground, grab
the dough, up and out to some whore blow, dope blow, whisky blow in the flamed,
never ending lights of hell-lit up, lit against the gang night, Central Park
mainly and some off streets down in Little Italy and up in high Harlem, 125th
Street anyway, lit against the rough trade Genet night sailor boys fresh from
the wharves, Hudson wharves, East River wharves, flush with pay-off cash, looking for chain-whip kicks, some diva
delight, some fresh leather boy too, lit against the sad sin sexless sex night,
some anonymous Lansing, Muncie, Omaha corn-fed young thing, shapely, good legs,
working hips, tired of light-less farms and farm fields headed to the big city,
headed up 42nd street instead of Broadway or the Village and wound
up with big faded dreams calling out “hey mister, want a good time,” or maybe stoned
to the gills just nods, stoop nods, symbolically showing a good time just by
her uniform, that split pea dress, those long nylon stockings, and that kewpie
doll smile, all yours for the price of a needle, a room, and some pimp’s damn
cut or, hell, when the spiral goes down some quickie back alley head and a
quick napkin spit wipe, jesus, watch out for
the jack-rollers though, thinking to herself if farm boy love Roy could
see me now, later turned over to some Jersey whorehouse and work by the bell. Go
home sister go home, now. New Jack was
just too big for you.
Wall Street, pass, this is not about
coupon-clipping, okay. Madison Avenue, pass, this is not about subliminal
desires and tricks. Park Avenue, pass, well, maybe half-pass, for those looking
for jack night thrills to fill up, fill up like some gas tank, their beat
souls, or maybe some Genet boys rough stuff. Columbia, the university, of
course, ivy-covered, respectable for a minute (before the 1960s heist of all
property when it was merely an Ivy outpost in a brazen, bare knuckles city), a
minute when some buzz came in breezing in through the portals. And Jack and
Allen and kindred teased the city dry, and created some flash beat to be
listened to elsewhere.
The Village of course (those who need to know what
village just move on), the clubs and nooks already mentioned, jazz, folk
rearing its head, more jazz, some poetry on an off night, the beat poets reading
their beat poems to a famished world (or slender slice of it), the streets of
dreams not mentioned, Bleecker, McDougall on up to Canal, the safe harbor, hell, sanctuary for those
blown away by the cold war red scare night, not just reds, and pinks, and maybe
white pinks, but all mother nature’s odd and damaged, the beat poem listen hangers
for sure, the morphine kickers looking for sure connections and some walking
daddy to be-bop with when the crash came, the rough trade boys, reading Genet
in some back room in translation, tired of hell angels beating up on them
without style, plainsong fags tired of dating someone’s sister as a favor and
ready to face the cops’ bull if only to have a few nights of boy love without
being run out of a Podunk town on a rail, same, same for those weary of those
boston marriages and tired of wearing men’s clothing in private Beacon Street Boston
rooms, art guys by the biz-illion, Jackson this, Larry that, Motherwell this
and that, enough art to paint the world, all abstract and symbolic, all death
to sweet Madonna slash dabbed in the night.
Movie houses, movie theaters, all sweet black and
white stark, all New Jack city eight million stories stark, and, and, uh, art
films for the discreet, of men in raincoats stinking of urine or Thunderbird
wines, of drifters, grifters, grafters, midnight sifters, hustling, always
hustling like some rats on speed, of mad men and monks, and semi-monks
disguised as poets, of street poet gangsters all shiny words and a gun at your
head to say yes you liked the last
verse, of Gregory Corso, of muggers and minstrels, of six dollar whores for a
quickie, of twelve dollar whores who will take you around the world, of neon
signs, night and day, of neon cars and car -beams night and day, of trash
spread every which way, of the flotsam and jetsam of human existence cloistered
against 42nd Street hurts.
And Howard
Johnson’s frankfurts, mustard, relish, onions, go ahead the works, eaten by the half dozen to curb hungers, not
food hungers but hungers that dare not speak their name, not sex but fame,
fresh off the Port Authority bus, of Joe
and Nemo’s two o’clock fatty griddle hamburgers, the works again, please, of
fags (bothering guys in public toilets, jesus), and fairies, all dressed up and
rouged ready for some gentleman caller, and, shade distant dreams, of
quasi-Trotskyite girl lovers taking a rest from their bourgeois travels who
loved truth, truth and dark-haired revolutionary French guys from textile mill
lowells, all proletarian Lowell, and can write too, write one million words on
order, and perform, on cue, stalinite-worthy betrayals with some new found
friend’s wife, or husband, of Siberia exile of the mind, and of second million
word writes all while riding the clattering subway to and fro crosstown, not to
speak of Soho or the Bronx . And of junkies of every description, morphine,
speed, cocaine, and of hustlers pushing their soft wares, call your poison,
step right up, of William Burroughs, of deadly terror at the prospects for the
next fix, of human mules face down in some dusty Sonora town failing to make
that connection to get them well, and of off-hand forgotten murders. Jesus suffering humanity. New Jack City.
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